i think im having a breakthrough--tnt, are you there? - 11/26/99 07:39 PM
who was it last week who felt god told her to forgive her H, despite his lack of remorse? i feel like that right now. i dont care anymore if he went on that weekend last month with OW.<BR>i read back on some old posts, and trustntruth has had sooooo much faith in my marriage, even in the numerous times i wanted to give up (and there are more of those than MB'S, im afraid...)<BR>i want my husband back, and HE IS HERE ALREADY...i just have to let him in. he IS my soulmate, the only man i've ever loved. it has been so tough, because he is without a doubt the biggest liar i have ever met...but i see that flicker of honesty and love that is in his heart, and i think i have just reached a point where i have to believe in that part of him.<BR>i really hope this feeling lasts, and thought the hatred comes back, it is less often and less powerful, in the face of the memories of the way we loved each other, and the feeling we can have it back.<BR>thanks to everyone here, especially tnt, for helping me figure out what it is i need to do. <BR>ooooohhh, i hope this feeling lasts...at least till he comes home from work <P>------------------<BR> <A HREF="http://www.alladvantage.com<BR>ID#" TARGET=_blank>www.alladvantage.com<BR>ID#</A> atp-113<P><p>[This message has been edited by love WAS blind (edited November 26, 1999).]