ceecee,<P>I'm soooo sorry and sad for you
. I know how you're feeling and I told my H the same thing last Monday. I'm setting you free and letting you go. Of course I was crying while I said, but I feel as though I've tried all I can and now I must release him and go on...<P>I read your profile and understand completely. I'm having a down (on the rollercoaster) day and have been crying all morning. I look forward to that day when I make it through without a tear, happy or sad. I seem to cry thinking about our life being over and I cry when I read/see something happy that makes me think the good/fun things we did. <P>I hope your saying you wish you would have found this forum sooner doesn't mean you're leaving. We're all here to help one another and I want you to know we can help each other through this next stage (if that is where you're heading).<P>Good for you for quitting smoking
. It's hard to do under the best circumstances, but to be STRESSED OUT (to say the least) and be able to do it is great. You're already taking steps to take care of yourself. Yeah for you
!! Continue to care of yourself adn know we are here for you.<P>T2W