Through the eyes of Roys Roger's horse . . . either that or his back side. - 02/26/05 12:49 AM
This week has been horrible.
1. Sister having to deal with her WH's A. Which has become a bigger trigger than I realized.
2. My FWH coming home late last night and I thought I saw a hickey on his neck this morning.
He was even shocked and headed right for the bathroom ... it's not a hickey but a discoloration of his skin.
So it is really possible that it is nothing at all, and he was late home from work because he took today off to attend a 3 day event with the boys. (he and two of the three boys are there now, they want me to go, but I don't think I'm in the mood)
I might be just seeing this all through the eyes of Roy Roger's horse. Either that or his back side. All I know is that I am just triggering all over the place.
3. I'm just days away from the first anniversary of my childhood best friend's suicide.
4. And lastly, tonight my youngest and I went to the docs to do further LD evaluation. She said that they are looking at Asperger's in addition to a few other LDs.... my head began to swim. OW#2 twins have Autism. Aspergers is just the high functioning form of Autism ... now given #1 and #2 on my list, I'm triggering all over the place.
I kept it together at the docs .. and yes she said that it is ONLY a possibility and they are looking at a few other additional LDs... but I didn't "hear" what.
All of this just has me ... well wanting to be some where and no where at the same time.
I'm just soooo --- well you know ... right now.
<small>[ February 25, 2005, 08:16 PM: Message edited by: way2 ]</small>
1. Sister having to deal with her WH's A. Which has become a bigger trigger than I realized.
2. My FWH coming home late last night and I thought I saw a hickey on his neck this morning.
He was even shocked and headed right for the bathroom ... it's not a hickey but a discoloration of his skin.
So it is really possible that it is nothing at all, and he was late home from work because he took today off to attend a 3 day event with the boys. (he and two of the three boys are there now, they want me to go, but I don't think I'm in the mood)
I might be just seeing this all through the eyes of Roy Roger's horse. Either that or his back side. All I know is that I am just triggering all over the place.
3. I'm just days away from the first anniversary of my childhood best friend's suicide.
4. And lastly, tonight my youngest and I went to the docs to do further LD evaluation. She said that they are looking at Asperger's in addition to a few other LDs.... my head began to swim. OW#2 twins have Autism. Aspergers is just the high functioning form of Autism ... now given #1 and #2 on my list, I'm triggering all over the place.
I kept it together at the docs .. and yes she said that it is ONLY a possibility and they are looking at a few other additional LDs... but I didn't "hear" what.
All of this just has me ... well wanting to be some where and no where at the same time.
I'm just soooo --- well you know ... right now.
<small>[ February 25, 2005, 08:16 PM: Message edited by: way2 ]</small>