W is with OM instead of D on her 3rd birthday - 03/11/00 03:47 AM
tomorrow is my youngest D 3rd birthday. When my W moved home on Wednesday, I thought she would be here for this event, but believe it or not, she left this morning and said that she wouldn't be home tonight. She told Emily (my youngest) that she would see her at her birthday party at McDonald's on Saturday, but that she wouldn't "come home" until Sunday night because she knew I would want to take them to church on Sunday. She told me she wanted me to have my normal weekend with them. WHAT A BUNCH OF B^*&@&IT!!!!! She must think I am so stupid. I don't care how far into this addiction of infidelity a person is, a little girl only gets one 3rd birthday! How can she be so unfeeling and selfish?!<P>Do you want to know what my consolation tonight is? It is the fact that someday both of my girls are going to remembr who was here for them and who wasn't. And someday, God willing, she is going to look back at what she is doing and the damage it has caused her entire family and realize what a hugh mistake she has made. Right now I hope the sex is fantastic for her, 'cause his lovin' is going to have to replace the children's love that I see them losing for her every day!!!! !!<P>You know, I didn't want to have to fight her for the custody of the girls, but they need someone who is going to be here for them, and frankly, my W just isn't. Who knows, she says that she wants residental custody of the girls, but I have trouble believing that with her actions the last couple of days. I really am begining to think that the only reason she came home was because her parents shamed her into it. What a waste. Do you know how hard it is to hear two little girls cry themselve's to sleep asking for thier Mommy? If not be thankful, and if you have kids that you love, go give them a kiss before you go to sleep. There is immence healing power in the kiss of a child for those who charish them.<P>Sorry for the rant.<P>Brent