I want to scream!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - 06/06/00 12:51 AM
I want to scream at him you [censored] why are you doing this to me. I am only came back here because you said you knew for sure this was what you wanted. I never wanted to come back here. I didn't want to have to take care of our home alone. I didn't want to have to deal with the memories. There are too many here. I can't do this alone. I can't handle this. I want my Husband back. I have never felt so much hate for anyone in my life.<P>Hoiw can people tell him that he is good for her. He is has a wife a family what is wrong with people that don't respect committments. Why don't they think there is something wrong with him for wanting someone who has no respect for marriage has no respect for anyone that thinks that sex is an amusement. For pleasure only.<P>What is wrong with society!!!!!!!!!<P>I hurt so bad. I want people to tell me there is hope. I want to believe that he is telling me the truth that he has told me the truth that wwhat he is doing now is the lie. <BR>How do I keep this belief when he is with her. When he can't leave her. Why do I still want to believe after all that he has done. Why???????????????<P>I really wish I could stop loving him it would be so much easier to go on with my life if I could stop loving him. Why can't I let go????????????????????/<P>------------------<BR>di<P>