OMGOSH.......I'll be single by next Thursday......Wow, don't know how I feel....good, - 08/26/00 06:09 AM
I guess my initial post was too long and involved........I got kicked off.....took too long to form my post.<P>I filed for divorce last June. I never cancelled the proceedings, so when the s*** hit the fan last month (or was it this month? I don't remember) all I had to do was call my atty and........well........I'm going to be single next Thursday. <P>I am not anticipating this with any joy. My rstbx (for <B>really</B>) and I have been together for 27 years - 17 of them as a married community. Okay, 13 as a married community......4 as still married. I'm in shock.<P>I know that it is the right thing for me, but it is still hard. I cried tonight because of the reality of the situation. I am sooooooo sad I wanted so badly for us to rekindle what we used to have together.) But, that's just it......we weren't together anymore. He wanted his thing, and I guess I didn't really know what I wanted after finding out about his affair.<P>I thought I wanted him.......but was never able to trust him again (with good reason). Always trust your gut.<P><p>[This message has been edited by RCoaster (edited August 26, 2000).]