Second Thoughts about Divorce - 09/28/01 02:28 PM
Why am I having second thoughts about filing for divorce. I know last Tuesday my H said he wanted a divorce and I went and filed because I figured if I waited for him to file, he never would.<P>My H lied to me all the time and I keep telling myself that I can't continue living with a liar, I don't want to live with a liar. Some people are telling me that I made a hasty decision in filing. That maybe my H didn't really want a divorce but said that knowing that I didn't want our marriage to end in divorce. I asked him last Friday if he was sure he wanted one and he said yes. It seems to me that just by his actions and words, he is dead set on a divorce.<P>I'm driving myself crazy - maybe because I think there is hope when I know there really isn't or never will be again. I am also hoping in the back of my mind that my H realizes that he did make a mistake in wanting a divorce but can't admit the truth. He's hurt me bad and I know that I have to continue with this. I can't see my H giving up everything he worked for to have absolutely nothing saying he wants his freedom and to be happy.