Originally Posted by Mrs_Vanilla
GM, you've been popping in and out on other threads, but haven't really been here on your own.

Hi, Mrs. Vanilla. I am sorry for being so late to getting back here and answering. Very distracted the last couple of days. I sincerely need the help of you and other vets. This is a very dark time for DWG, and I am not doing the right things. Caught in a catch-22. I am just starting to catch up here.

FWH, age 63. 24 years of narcissistic behavior, infidelity, and emotional abandonment of my BS, age 57, DancesWithGoats (DWG). D-day two years ago, leading to emotional breakdown. Been working MB program and toward spiritual transformation and personal growth since then, with some slow but real progress. DWG still with no trust, but with grief starting to subside a bit.