This was posted to me on another thread:

Originally Posted by HoldHerHand
So, you wrote page after page trying to normalize yourself - because we all want to be "normal" right - and extend branches to those who you think will appreciate your "unique perspective," which according to your own recent developments, has largely been based upon you not even understanding yourself.

What I wouldn't give to be "normal." I'm really tired of being so odd. I go in these circles where I think I'm finally healed enough to live life like everyone else appears to. I go along fine for weeks, months at a time. Then something happens to make me realize I'm still the same mess with still the same messed-up thinking.

I won't give up, but these setbacks are tough.

"If you will stop feeding your feelings, then they will stop controlling you" -Joyce Meyer