Can I sum them up succinctly:

-I'm not 25 anymore. Would anyone ever want to marry me.

-Can I get my children raised well. Finances. Emotional/mental health. Model proper family stuff - they will, at this rate, reach adulthood not living in a household with two adults for models. Acacemically. Can I really provide all they need.

-Can I prepare financially for our needs. College. My retirement.

-The thing I was most beaten up over was my lack of organization. Is there a man out there who would be able to cope with my lack of organization which results from never learning those skills and being an ADD adult.