</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by lucidity:
<strong>Wow,
It has taken me this long to come to MB.
Here I sit in a room full of strangers who only know what they have heard from the H.
The H who has been hurt, whos wife has left him
The H who promised he would ruin my life.
I do not have the mindset of Tom Clancey.
I made alot of mistakes and hurt alot of people.
I am sorry
You have no idea what it was like as a wife to this man. It was both good and bad.
The snooping did not start with my leaving it started years before and it included his children.
I broke vows in my marriage, the same vows H broke.
I pined away for a man who was never there.
I was betty cleaver and his playboy bunny for years.
I went through so much with this man and I loved him through it all.
I have not had the luxury of bending your ear with all that has gone on nor would I.
All of you sit here and judge me by what he tells you. You contimplate my role as a mother and a woman.
I gave birth to 2 beautiful boys.
I cared for them I love them.
How about this one H.
YOu are such a great role model and loving father that plastered on your car is a siloutte of a naked woman. A woman you told our boys was a pic of there mother.
You also have a bumper sticker that says
Your mama is my next ride.
That is how I have been treated by you for years.
That is the disrespect I have been talking about.
That is the pain I feel.
I remember the shut your suck comments.
The porn for all those years.
And now you are questioning me about my abilit to mother my children.
How dare you.
You instigate so many things and then run off as if you have done nothing.
I am sorry but I am so hurt right now.
How dare any of you agree with him about taking off with my children.
I thought this place is for heeling.
It seems to me that its not.
I read one reply from the H to someone on here.
The h was calling MB forum his court.
I am venting and I am hurt.
This will probably be deleted.
Unaccetable wording towards a long time member.
God forbid the truth come out.</strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">If he is truly was as bad as you say, then why didn't you divorce him before you had your A? and why do you want to go back to such a person?
