Awed, thank you for letting me know the information. Titileist has been helping me a lot as you saw.

T, i hate to hikejack mom's thread, I hope that she doesn't mind.

Talk about the top EN, he listed in this order, from top down.

1. An attractive spouse, comment: it is the taste
2. Conversation, no comment
3.Recreational comp. comment: she doesn't know what I need the most.
4.Financial support. comment: I don't have any problem for her for financial support. however, if she insiste to work, she must do a good job.
5.Domestics support. Comment: I have no need for domestic support. I believe that the domestic support should be shared. I do share indeed.
6. Admiration. Evaluation is I am extremely satisfied. Comment: Now it seems she is starting doing it. I just don't know how long it will last.
7.Affection. Comment: never happened. Don't get used to.
8. SF. comment: too late.
9.family commitment. I get the highest score in this one and he said he is extremely satisfied. No comment.
10. Honesty and openess. comment: I like to share the future plan.


Do I believe him? I think SF should be #1. I asked him about it. He said he had suffered too long, he doesn't need it now. It is too late.

About the physical attraction, he said that I had no taste. he's been critizing been all along. he said that I did not decorate the house good enough, I didn't dress right. he wants me to wear long hair, but I had it short. Why can he decorate the house? Why doesn't he help me or give opinion how I dress. I was driven nuts.

Did you see the financial part? I've been working two jobs. I made more than him last year. He said that I have to do a good job, I don't know what he means.

He refused to do anything with me. In fact, as I predicted, I called him and he told me he is not coming home tonight. B/c I am home. He told me he would go out to be with his "friends" to the bar. Which friend? OW? I don't know. he never answer the phone either when he was out. That is my biggest need, openness and honesty. He said he wasnt to share futrue plan with me, what kind, a D? If I didn't call him, he would just vanish. I feel bad again. T, you know why I am so frustrated now.