So Kiwi, are you going to tell us what that sentence was or shall I deploy the fleet?!? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" />

It was nothing. I said "mush, mush, mush" which made it sound like I was being sarcastic when I said we all love you and I wasn't being. (Sarcastic that is).

Geez. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" />


Jen

I just wanted to post an updated list of Idiotville employees? The only one I'm missing is YL's job title. (Sorry Lemondash.)

robby13 is the Mayor
Jelly (kyellow4) is the queen
KiwiJ. is Madam President of the City Council and the loose woman
RIF is the city engineer
RecoveringH is the Road Commissioner
believer is the warden (and self proclaimed Posse leader; which after the Jelly thread was closed, Hurricane Ivan hit and she went to look for all the citizens of Idiotville and bring them to this thread <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />
starz is the educator/sniper, security,
LINY is the attorney general
Brown is the cheerleader
NotOnlyWords is the town psychologist
aussieswife is the sportscaster (and generally comments on things Australian)
Tummytuck is the bra sizer
JustUss is the censor
Fraggles is/was the bartender
Bob Pure is the Ambassador
Dobie is the confused restroom attendant
SerenDipiT is the Public Relations Officer
Faithful Follower is the 411 information lady
Fightingalone-again is the party organizer and clean up person
Dealan-de (formerly NiosGirl)
Aussie2 is the Slacker, street type, beer swilling, no hoper
nikko is the head chef
YL (aka Lemondash)
FinallyLearning – T2M is Chief Counsel on the Jelly thread.

Recent visitors on the waiting list for citizenship to Idiotville:
realtor
CarenMc
Hosea_2004

The following is a potential list of unfilled positions:
Gym owner
Personnel director
Professional athlete
Undertaker
Bookstore owner
Editor
Stewardess
Pilot
Moving van driver
Cruise director
Liquor store owner
Broadcaster
Elephant trainer
Computer person
Lightbulbscrewerinner - removed from list by Mayor

Ok, so I'm not the personnel director, but I'm paving the way for a more productive Idiotville. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" />

Faith: Say Kansas City or St. Louis sound good for dinner? Say we meet there about 7:30 (their time)? I heard theres a great steak house in one of those cities.

Jen: I can't believe you fell for that. And posted it. We love you dear, you seem like you're having a better day/evening today/tonight.

Ok, so I'm not the personnel director, but I'm paving the way for a more productive Idiotville. Productive?? <img border="0" title="" alt="[Confused]" src="images/icons/confused.gif" /> I thought we were just a bunch of idiots running around with our heads up our ****'s

Hmmm, looks like I don't have a title for Kimmy either. Must be the idiot in me.

Well, I think I'm going to log off for the night. I'm sure the oldest D is waiting for her boyfriend to call. (Dang dad anyhow.) <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

Always wanted to see KC. My H's fav football team afterall. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> Steakhouse, sounds great! Make mine a filet mignon with baked potato and don't forget dessert! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

Gotta run ijuts. I worked late today to make up for leaving early tomorrow. My sweetie (who is still a little grumpy, maybe it is HIS cycle hmmm) is taking care of the kiddos. Gonna go give him a hug. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" />

Love ya all!!!!! (mush, mush) that was for Jen. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial"> just a bunch of idiots </font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">yes we are <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

Why do BS keep reminding ourselves of past hurts? WHY ?

WHY do I keep thinking of my baby wiggling about on that dirty old wastrels penis, telling him she loves him, stroking his hair, kissing him on the lips during sex (he's a short [censored] so its possible). Telling him what cr@p husband I am when hes an unemployed serial womaniser...

Its been six months since their last meeting, we're doing pretty well in recovery and summoning those images is entirely devoid of any purpose other than making me feel sad when I should be happy.

WHY do we keep summoning those pictures ? Are we stupid? is it self flagellation ?

* sigh *

Squid screwed him twice, but I relive it sometimes ten times a day. How stupid is that? * shakes head *

Anyway, back to idiot stuff !

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by Bob Pure:
<strong> Why do BS keep reminding ourselves of past hurts? WHY ? </strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Hey Bob - You're going to have these thoughts pop up from time to time... when they pop up, you need to take that thought captive and give it to the Lord...

When you sit a ruminate on them, you just open the door for more pain. You can't stop the thoughts from popping up, but you CAN chose to give them to God...

Semper Fi... Now back to idiodic stuff <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

first, i'm confused, did justuss really have to edit robby or did robby only make it look that way. regardless, is it illegal to post serious topics off of idiotville?? i'm such a confused person!!!

second, good luck tommorow with the second interviewing robby.

third, hi everyone and bye, cuz i'm logging off now too.

ff, hope all is well.

finally, RH, i am the idiotville math teacher!! thank you very much <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

bob, i am so sorry for you pain. it really does sicken me to think about how much might be going on in my H's head. i cringed while reading your responses to Jen today too. and to what my post might have done to you internally. i hope nothing bad.

it is hard for me to keep up, but last i recall, your trip was going fairly well, you were not worried about NC being broken. i'm not sure if you are home yet or not. i thought that $500 chip idea was an excellent one. did you do anything like that. i hope you are able to one-day no longer have such awful thoughts and internal images.

Night FL...

Bob - How are you doing? Triggers really suck, but don't let them keep you down. Squiddy loves you... and you guys are going to make it!!!!

Where are all of the other night shifters??? AW...??? Jen....???

RIF, I know....I know.... Jesus doesn't want me to remember sin for ever. Satan does. We're recovering so well all thar pipsqueak can do is send a demon of rememberence to tap me on the shoulder and make sure I don't forget the cause of my pain.

I have to give it to God. I must. Thanks br'a <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" />

FLT2M

You never hurt me. FWS are my solace and guides. you guys have helped me get inside my squids head when she has been closed like a clam and helped me do the right thing. I PRAY Squid will be one of you one day - fully repented and recovered.

I wonder sometimes if FWS truly realise the hurt they cause BS though. After all while its active the A is a source of extreme pleasure to WS but a source of unimaginable sorrow to BS.

It made ME, Bob Pure, senior bloke, rugby player and family man fill myself with wine and pills and drive my sports car into a tree in my abyssal despair , hoping to die. THATS how it hits us.

I am amazed at how 'together' I am now, but theres still pain. I pray not for ever though. Don't say my baby has made me sad for ever <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" />

My neighbor found out her dog could hardly hear so she took it to the veterinarian. He found the problem was hair in it's ears and cleaned both ears and the dog could hear fine. The vet told the lady if she wanted to keep this from reoccurring she should go to the store and get some "Nair" hair remover and rub in it's ears once a month. The lady goes to the drug store and gets some "Nair" hair remover. At the register the druggist tells her "If you're going to use this under your arms don't use deodorant for a few days." The lady says "I'm not using it under my arms." The druggist says "If you're using it on your legs don't shave for a couple of days." The lady says "I'm not using it on my legs either, and if you must know I'm using it on my schnauzer." The druggist says "Stay off your bicycle for a week.
badoom CHING ! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

BTW FL-T2M, I'm not doing the chip thing.

Squid has carried a sports injury for a year now wher eher knuckles on her left hand have swollen. She can't get her wedding ring on. She tried every week to put it on , bless her, but it won;t fit.

I'm gonna buy her a new wedding band with diamonds in, one size bigger than her current wedding ring.

* oh and no, I'm not worried about NC. Strange that. I am actually truing not to love her too much, need her, or be too intimate with her until I am CERTAIN she won't hurt me again.

Infidelity is ****. It makes people do what they don;t want to do.

<small>[ January 13, 2005, 07:04 AM: Message edited by: Justuss ]</small>

hullo nightshift

GC - getting ready for the deep winter freeze

Bob, I feel partially responsible for how bad you feel right now.

It was harder telling you guys about seeing the OM than it was telling Rob.

It's also hard for you because you're sitting in a hotel room far from home and I don't think you'd be dwelling on this as much if you had Squiddy sitting right in front of you.

{{{{Bob}}}}

Talking about 6 months ago, who was it who said "If this isn't fixed in 3 weeks I'm finished with it." and who was the FWS who gently pointed out to you that 2 years might be nearer the mark. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" /> Bob, you've come such a long way and you two are doing great.

So are Rob and I.

Jen

GC, how are ya?

We have a summer now, we have a summer now. Yippeeee. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

Jen

One more thing Bob, keep those jokes coming.

That's all us Idiots know and understand. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" /> j/k

Oh, and one more thing Bob.

6-7 months marks a bad time in recovery. The reasons are usually given that you're doing great and the BS thinks "things are looking good now but why the heck did I have to go through this in the first place." It's often accompanied by anger.

People used to talk about the dreaded 6 month mark a lot on the board but they don't so much any more.

Jen