TTSi,

I am sending a message of support right for you right now.

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Really don't know how to feel right now.</font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">I don't think there is one way to feel...there are probably several ways to feel with many of them conflicting. I would guess that WS also has mixed emotions. A child coming into the world should be a blessing, which she must feel, but she must also feel alone and not very proud esp. since she just sent picture to parents with no note or announcement. Very sad, indeed, esp. since OM has other kids that he has not been there for.

TTSi, you will feel what you feel about this situation. But I hope you will consider something for yourself....which is really the most important thing right now.

My thoughts and prayers are with you.....take care of yourself.

Thank you all for your caring words.
Its nice to know I at least have a few people
in my corner, who know where I'm at. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />

I think one of my problems is that I do feel so alone in this battle. I mean, sure I have people supporting me, but they are not as affected by the outcome as I will be, if that makes sense.