Betrayed.....

I DO have plans for myself and my life. They have been in place for some time now.

I have already started working on getting further education to up my degree in nursing. I haven't worked on any of it for a while....too much turmoil to pay attention. But, my New Years' plan is to begin working on that with renewed vigor.

I have many interests that do not include any of this....my art, my quilts, music, working out, yoga, friends, children, grandchild. All things I love to do.

I had taken piano lessons for a couple of years. I am thinking of beginning that again.

I also am thinking of taking my puppy to obedience classes. I may start riding horses again. My life is WIDE open.

I am afraid that I no longer care what WH and OW do. I have gotten to that point.

I'm not dancing his dance. He may try to get me to, but I have opted out.

Lovingb.....yes, options. I have many options.

Right now I opt to go to town, and BEGIN my Christmas shopping. I plan to finish tomorrow.

Then, Friday, I plan to do something I have never done before....bake gingerbread men! Grandson will love them!

K