</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by HATE LOVE:
<strong> ... its her re-action that makes me crazy follow by her words and for some reason "She Knows How to PRES the wrong BUTTON"
</strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Of course you have been M to her for a long time. She knows excatly what button to push. This is why you have to stop contact all together if you can't handle yourself in plan A.

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by HATE LOVE:
<strong> This is my first X-mas alone and I just hate being alone. I think this is the worst X-mas ever for me.</strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Christmas is 2 days away and you know it is the worst ?. Dude, you could be alone if you don't plan anything. Highlands has a service on 12/24, a midnight mass. I do beleive there is homeless ministry on 12/23 to feed the homeless in mission. Tonight there is cable car tours arrange by menlo park church that I would missed. There are many activities, you just have to make phone calls.

We could hang out on 12/25 ... I will give you a buzz <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> . I have home improvement project if you like to help me out next week <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> .

-rh-

Home Improvement I can help you with that...

HateLove - This will be my second Christmas alone, and I will tell you, it gets better and better. Start getting your own life, and making it a good one. That is what helped me the most.

I am hoping that someday I will be ok on the situation my wife say she dont love me at all and I dont get any support from her family at all, I am all alone. But I will try to make plans (NQ) used to be my best friend it will Knock me out in no time and wake up the next day.