Stanley,

Aww, thanks! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" /> That means a lot to me. I think that I was finally past the withdrawal and fog and I'm working more on me. IC has been so very helpful to me. I didn't think I'd get any support or even encouragement here, when I was the WS, and the fact that I don't/can't hate my FOW. I see things for what they are. She filled a void that I allowed her to fill. I appreciate that she was there for me, as wrong as the whole situation was. She was special and she meant a lot to me, although in time I'm seeing how wrong the whole situation was, but it'll never take away the closeness I shared with her.

I'm also learning that my whole life, including my childhood reflects on my decisions today, and I have to be more aware of that. I've buried a lot and just glided over portions of my life that I'm only now realizing were monumental. They deserved to be addressed, and they finally are.

Anyway, I hope that you continue on your path to recovery. I hate to see you or Myrta have little slip-ups. I know that deep down you 2 are meant to be together and when you get past all of the rebuilding you'll be stronger than ever! You're 2 special people and I'm honored to have been able to get to know both of you! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

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