I don't think you are indifferent.

I think you are a walking talking brused heart.

Do you have a plan? You seem pretty lost.

Pep

Pep - I definitely have a bruised heart. Truth is I'm very emotionally scared of him. You're right...I am lost. I had a plan but it seems to have floated away.

I need to re-focus. I have been making a big effort to spend time doing for me. I'm fortunate enough to have my mother and nephew in town. My Harvard law school brother (yes, I'm bragging a little...I'm sooo proud of him!) has an internship in my city this summer. My sister and father have been visiting here kinda regularly. So I'm attempting to connect with family more. I'm planning a trip to Morocco in August...I've never been out of the U.S.

I've realized that I didn't need a man when I met my husband and I don't need him now. I have a good job and good friends and am capable of happiness on my own. But I loved him (the man I married)and I really liked having him in my life. He wants back in but sees this as a situation where he thinks I'll never stop hurting from his (past) actions.

Anyone want to help me formulate a new plan? <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/confused.gif" alt="" />