I was up with DD til 4 am this morning with ear pain, around 1 am the drainage start and pressure was released. I was able to get a Dr. appt during my lunch break. She has a nasty ear infection with rupture.At least now we have the antibiotics to treat it. She bounces back pretty quickly.

WH still has not told DD he is leaving and now will probably put it off a little longer. The kids will be going to stay with the other BIL leaving Sunday, he needs to do it before they go.

The hospital I'm assigned to right now is a Catholic hospital with a beautiful chapel. I go in everyday for the quiteness and to pray. I posted this on Lunamare's thread but thought I would post it here as well.

About a year ago I prayed for my WH to love me...then I realized I need to love myself. Then I prayed that I would trust my H..then I realized I need to trust myself and my instincts. Then I prayed for understanding and forgiveness and I found the MB website and realized I need to stop accepting the blame for everything but take responsibility for the things under my control. I now pray for strength and peace and I realize it is within me...still searching.
My prayers have been answered they just weren't the answers I thought I was looking for.