Thanks...I'll be fine. Like I said, she has never been without contact...it's usally her that phones first or wants to get dinner etc.. I kind of fouled up last night, cause a bedtime, I called her and said goodnight. Also, I love you...she responded with "I love you too." I going to head to work now...no coffee maker here...right now. It seems that alot of the things she is saying now is like the "babble" in the beginning? I don't know...this might be done.

It usually is. The sad piece is even when they tell the BS they love or miss them, it c/b babble because the next few sentences make them sound like enemy #1. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/eek.gif" alt="" />

Have a good day/night @ work. <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />

L.

WB,

I have been posting to you for a long time. I think it is time you realized that you are being given an message and a strong one at that. You need to move on my friend. Whatever is wrong with your W you cannot fix. Your faith cannot fix it either. Why do I say this? I say this because it has to be HER faith and her desire to fix it that makes the changes.

She has and will use you as it suits her needs but there is nothing you can do. It is time to move on, learn from this, grow, and maybe in the by and by you two will cross paths, or perhaps there is someone out there just for you, but your W in her present state is NOT that someone.

You have been working this for a long time, and each time the message is the same, I believe in messages, and I think you are getting one now. If this had been the first, second, third time for her to leave I would be for you to continue with your efforts (plan A), but at about the 5th or 6th, there is a message.

Please think about this very carefully, pray on it, speak to your clergyman/woman about it, but heed the message WB.

God Bless,

JL

I was afraid this was the case....even her mother told me to just pray. She said...when I asked if I should move on..."honey, I don't know what you should do". Yes , I've tried with all my heart...and still do love her...but I realize I can't take back any of the hurt that I caused leeding up to this, and yes...I'm almost done. I feel bad...I kind of got drunk, not trashed but shouldn't stopped at all. I'd like to say goodnight right now...but it would most likey be a mistake. Thanks.