Frozen-
I had my daughter when I was 17.....so I was pregnant at 16.
I never thought about the mistakes I've made. We all make mistakes, and I'm not sorry for the decisions I've made in my life.
I don't think that having my beautiful daughter at 17 was a mistake. It's nothing I'd ever suggest that anyone do, but I wasn't sorry that it happened that way for me.
She is a beautiful, opinionated little thing,(She's only 5'2")that wears WAY too much make up...LOL.
She pierced her belly button when she turned 18. I wouldn't let her pierce anything besides her ears before then. I said "Oh no, you're not blaming me for marking up your body. I'm not having you say 'MOM!! WHY'D YOU LET ME DO THAT?!?!" (BTW.....she took the belly button ring out <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />)
I cried and cried reading everyone's posts.
I didn't cry when Jeni turned 18, because she was too darn cute spreading her wings. (I think the fact that I still have 2 girls at home has something to do with it also), I also didn't cry when she moved to Florida a month ago......but I'm crying now, I miss her <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />
She calls me almost daily and e-mails me too, but I can't hug her <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />
Ugh! I'm going to go e-mail her now.
God Bless,
-Caren
Always Look For Grace Given, Even in the midst of Grace Denied.
BS-Me 39 WH-37 Together 15 years Married 12 years 7 kids total, His: SD20, SS18, Twin SS's 16. Mine: DD22, DD15 Ours: DD12 Affair began Fall 04, Separated Fall 04,2 Failed Plan B attempts, False recovery of sorts Spring 05.......Still pluggin' away.
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