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I don't usually listen to pop stations, but caught this song & of course, it sent me into tears!
Kelly Clarkson's "Behind These Hazel Eyes"
Seems like just yesterday You were a part of me I used to stand so tall I used to be so strong Your arms around me tight Everything, it felt so right Unbreakable, like nothin' could go wrong Now I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hanging on
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes
I told you everything Opened up and let you in You made me feel alright For once in my life Now all that's left of me Is what I pretend to be Sewn together, but so broken up inside 'Cause I can't breathe No, I can't sleep I'm barely hangin' on
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes
Swallow me then spit me out For hating you, I blame myself Seeing you it kills me now No, I don't cry on the outside Anymore...
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes
Here I am, once again I'm torn into pieces Can't deny it, can't pretend Just thought you were the one Broken up, deep inside But you won't get to see the tears I cry Behind these hazel eyes
BS (me) 40 FWH 39 Married: 2/14/99 Together: 16 years DD 6, DS 4, DD 3, DD 2, DS 2
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Another one I love:
Chris Isaak's "Somebody's Crying"
I know somebody and they cry for you. They lie awake at night and dream of you. I bet you never even know they do, but somebody's crying. I know somebody and they called your name. A million times and still you never came. They go on loving you just the same, I know that somebody's trying.
So please, return the love you took from me. Or please, let me know if it can't be me, I know when, Somebody's lieing, I know when somebody's lieing.
I know that somebody's lieing, I know that somebody's lieing. Give me a sign and let me know we're through. If you don't love me like I love you. But if you cry at night the way I do I'll know that somebody's lieing.
So please, return the love you took from me. Or please, let me know if it can't be me. I know when somebody's lieing, I know when somebody's lieing. Oh i, oh i......
BS (me) 40 FWH 39 Married: 2/14/99 Together: 16 years DD 6, DS 4, DD 3, DD 2, DS 2
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Hi W2T, The following song is by Megadeth. It is a song I have always enjoyed, However on D-day, BEFORE I KNEW what was going on with H, I took out this cd and was playing it, this song esp, right before he came home and I asked him to tell me the truth about where he was and what he was doing.
About 1/2 an hour into D-day, I told my H I knew somthing wwas "wrong" but never thought it was an A, How IRONIC that I was playing this song. I put it on for him and his exact words to me were "You have always had a knack for playing the RIGHT song at the RIGHT times"
I still play this song once in a while but it now has TRUE meaning to me, where once it was just a really good song that I didn't quite get all the lyrics.
Lost in a dream Nothing is what it seems Searching my head For the words that you said Tears filled my eyes As we said our last goodbyes The sad scene replays Of you walking away
My body aches from mistakes Betrayed by lust We lied to each other so much That in nothing we trust
Time and again She repeats let’s be friends I smile and say yes Another truth bends, I must confess
I try to let go, but I know We’ll never end ’til we’re dust We lied to each other again But I wish I could trust
My body aches from mustakes Betrayed by lust We lied to each other so much That in nothing we trust
God help me please, on my knees Betrayed by lust We lied to each other so much Now there’s nothing we trust
How could this be happening to me I’m lying when I say, ’trust me’ I can’t believe this is true Trust hurts Why does trust equal suffering
Absolutely nothing we trust
Rock on..... <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />
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Here is another good one by Megadeth,(Dave Mustaine) Called 1000 Goodbyes......
The tides of change pulled us apart I feel a familiar pain It seems like years since we’ve loved Or even liked and that’s a lonely way to be
Drifting alone in a sea of agony Your face I can’t recognize Don’t make this hard on us I will miss you if you just go away
I did no right you did no wrong Nothing left but wasted days I regret you leaving But I will never take you back
Solo - pitrelli
You know what? it’s over I just don’t feel the same way as I used to We’ve been together forever, but it’s over
Goodbye 1000 times goodbye The thought never crossed my mind That this would be my last goodbye Let me put pennies on your eyes And kiss your lips one last goodbye My love 1000 times goodbye
It seems nothing good is free A good thing cost much more than the price You were good but not that good Don’t kid yourself now it’s time to beak up
Drifting alone in a sea of agony Your face I can’t recognize Don’t make this hard on us I will miss you if you just go away
I did no right you did no wrong Nothing left but wasted days I regret you leaving But I’ll never take you back
Solo - pitrelli
Don’t call me anymore. it’s just not¡ I don’t feel the same way about you Its not as good as it used to be
Goodbye 1000 times goodbye The thought never crossed my mind That this would be my last goodbye Let me put pennies on your eyes And kiss your lips one last goodbye My love 1000 times goodbye
Repeat chorus Solo - mustaine
Be Well,
I’ll always love you but just not like that Like what? I want to be honest with you I met someone else You did what? And I really, I really love him like I used to love you Remember the time that I told you that I was going out of town for business? Well I went to see him You know what? you suck!
Solo - mustaine
Goodbye 1000 times You’ll always have a special place In my heart you know that It’s just I can’t be with you anymore it’s over Goodbye 1000 times Things may not work out with him Goodbye 1000 times And if they don’t Goodbye 1000 times Then I’ll certainly call you Goodbye 1000 times You mean a lot to me I still really want to be friends with you I love you like you’re my brother
Harmonie
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DS #1-16 mine
DD #1-15 mine
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Camo, Isn't that strange? I too, have "moodeyes"..LOL They are usually Grey, but when I am crying they turn hazel/green, when I am really happy orexcited I have been told they turn bright blue! Weird!
Be Well,
Harmonie
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EX/WH - 35 b-day 8/22
D day 8/21/05
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DS #1-16 mine
DD #1-15 mine
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Harmonie....I LOVE Megadeth. I especially like "Wake Up Dead".....that's a good one.
It's a short one.
Wake Up Dead Megadeth
I sneak in my own house It's four in the morning I had too much to drink Said I was out with the boys I creep in my bedroom I slip into bed, I know if I wake her, I'll wake up dead Chorus: I wonder, will she find out, About the other, other lover. Diana. Wake up dead, you die Wake up dead, and buried. Wake up dead, you die Wake up dead.
I really like the "Behind these hazel eyes" song too. I can really identify with it. I also like "Because of you" by Kelly Clarkson.
The Dixie Chicks have really good songs about infidelity, my current favorite is.
Without You Dixie Chicks
I've sure enjoyed the rain, but I'm looking forward to the sun You have to feel the pain, when you lose the love you gave someone I thought by now the time would take away these lonley tears I hope you're doin' fine all alone, but where do I go from here
'Cause without you I'm not okay And without you I've lost my way My heart's stuck in 2nd place, ooooooo Without you
Well I never thought I'd be lying here without you by my side It seems unreal to me, that the life you promised was a lie You made it look so easy, makin' love into memories I guess you got what you wanted, but what about me
'Cause without you I'm not okay And without you I've lost my way My heart's stuck in 2nd place, ooooooo Without you
Somebody tell my head to try to tell me heart, that I'm better off, without you Cause baby I can't liiiiiiiiiive.....
Without you I'm not okay And without you I've lost my way My heart's stuck in 2nd place, ooooooo Without you
Without you.
God Bless,
-Caren
Always Look For Grace Given, Even in the midst of Grace Denied.
BS-Me 39 WH-37 Together 15 years Married 12 years 7 kids total, His: SD20, SS18, Twin SS's 16. Mine: DD22, DD15 Ours: DD12 Affair began Fall 04, Separated Fall 04,2 Failed Plan B attempts, False recovery of sorts Spring 05.......Still pluggin' away.
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this one always chokes me up.
CONVOY by CW McCALL Uh, Breaker One-Nine, this here's the Rubber Duck You got a copy on me Pig-Pen? C'mon
Uh, yeah 10-4 Pig Pen, fer sure, fer sure By golly it's clean clear to Flag-Town, C'mon
Uh, yeah, that's a big 10-4 Pig-Pen, Yeah, we definitely got us the front door good buddy, Mercy sakes alive, looks like we got us a convoy
Was the dark of the moon, on the sixth of June In a Kenworth, pullin' logs Cabover Pete with a reefer on And a Jimmy haulin' hogs We 'as headin' fer bear on I-One-Oh 'Bout a mile outta Shaky-Town I sez Pig-Pen, this here's the Rubber Duck An' I'm about to put the hammer on down
Cause we gotta little ol' convoy, rockin' through the night Yeah we gotta little ol' convoy, ain't she a beautiful sight? Come on an' join our convoy, ain't nothin' gonna git in our way We're gonna roll this truckin' convoy, cross the USA Convoy... Convoy...
Uh, breaker Pig-Pen, this here's The Duck Uh, you wanna back off them hogs 10-4, 'bout five mile or so, 10-roger Them hogs is gittin' in-tense up here
By the time we got into Tulsa-Town We had eighty-five trucks in all But they's a road block up on the clover leaf An' them bears 'as wall to wall Yeah them smokies 'as thick as bugs on a bumper They even had a bear-in-the-air I sez callin' all trucks, this here's The Duck We about to go a huntin' bear
Cause we gotta great big convoy, rockin' through the night Yeah we gotta great big convoy, ain't she a beautiful sight? Come on an' join our convoy, ain't nothin' gonna git in our way We're gonna roll this truckin' convoy, cross the USA Convoy... Convoy...
Uh, you wanna give me a 10-9 on that Pig-Pen? Uh, negatory Pig-Pen, yer still too close Yeah, them hogs is startin' close up my sinuses Mercy sakes, you better back off another ten
Well we rolled up interstate fourty-four Like a rocket sled on rails We tore up all a our swindle sheets An' left 'em settin' on the scales By the time we hit that Chi-Town Them bears was a gittin' smart They'd brought up some reinforcements From the Illinois National Guard There 'as armored cars, and tanks, and Jeeps An' rigs of every size Yeah them chicken coops 'as full a bears An' choppers filled the skies Well we shot the line, an' we went for broke With a thousand screamin' trucks And eleven long-haired friends of Jesus In a chartreusse microbus
Hey Sod Buster, listen You wanna put that microbus in behind the suicide jockey? Yeah, he's haulin dynamite He needs all the help he can git
Well we laid a strip fer the Jersey Shore An' prepared to cross the line I could see the bridge 'as lined with bears But I didn't have a doggone dime I sez Pig-Pen, this here's the Rubber Duck We just ain't a gonna pay no toll So we crashed the gate doin' ninety-eight I sez, let them truckers roll, 10-4
Cause we gotta mighty convoy, rockin' through the night Yeah we gotta mighty convoy, ain't she a beautiful sight? Come on an' join our convoy, ain't nothin' gonna git in our way We're gonna roll this truckin' convoy, cross the USA Convoy... Convoy...
Uh, 10-4 Pig-Pen, what's yer 20? Omaha?! Well they oughta know what to do with them hogs out there fer sure Well mercy sakes alive good buddy We gonna back on outta here So keep the bugs off yer glass An' the bears off yer... tail We gonna catch ya on the flip-flop This here's the Rubber Duck on the side We gone Bye, Bye...
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Used to be a big Megadeath fan, those are great songs. I guess I got a bit mellower as I got older. This has always been a great song for me because I've been a huge U2 fan since '83
Don't listen to this one much at all since D-Day.
With or Without You - U2
See the stone set in your eyes See the thorn twist in your side I wait for you
Sleight of hand and twist of fate On a bed of nails she makes me wait And I wait without you
With or without you With or without you
Through the storm we reach the shore You give it all but I want more And I’m waiting for you
With or without you With or without you I can’t live With or without you
And you give yourself away And you give yourself away And you give And you give And you give yourself away
My hands are tied My body bruised, she’s got me with Nothing to win and Nothing left to lose
And you give yourself away And you give yourself away And you give And you give And you give yourself away
With or without you With or without you I can’t live With or without you
With or without you With or without you I can’t live With or without you With or without you
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LMAO @ Convoy!!!!!!! I cracked up when I read that!!!!
Fourth-
I guess I never listened to the words of "With or Without You", but that is a good one.
I like heavy metal a lot....but I like other music too...actually I can listen to almost anything.
I never have grown out of my heavy metal, I just love to hear the guitars and someone screaming their brains out <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/smile.gif" alt="" />
I also like alternative...like I said, I can listen to just about anything.
I actually saw Megadeth in concert...many moons ago...I always thought Dave Mustaine was so cute (I've reconsidered my position on that since then...LMAO).
Yeah, I was into those long haired guys for years. But very few guys I actually dated ever even had long hair. (Secretly long hair still turns my head).
God Bless,
-Caren
Always Look For Grace Given, Even in the midst of Grace Denied.
BS-Me 39 WH-37 Together 15 years Married 12 years 7 kids total, His: SD20, SS18, Twin SS's 16. Mine: DD22, DD15 Ours: DD12 Affair began Fall 04, Separated Fall 04,2 Failed Plan B attempts, False recovery of sorts Spring 05.......Still pluggin' away.
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<img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/cool.gif" alt="" /> I always enjoy DUDE LOOKS LIKE A LADY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
SORRRRY...!!!!!
AFTER READING THE CONVEY LYRICS..
YOU KNOW I COULD NOT RESIST........<img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/grin.gif" alt="" />
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My dd sang this song at the New year concert for me to her dad and for her fiance both of whom are fighting in the war right now.
Its beautiful and I cried so much.
Its called I give my love to you.
From the moment I saw you my world become so right like a sparkle of promises on a moonlit night
you saved me from despair and showed me how much you cared you whispered the sweetest things that I could ever hear
I give my love to you You my love is true I give my love to you
I give my love to you You my love is true I give my love to you
I hoping with my heart that the magic lasts forever Like a ship on the ocean we belong together When you hold me in your arms I feel so good inside It’s a feeling I just love One that I cannot hide
I give my love to you You my love is true I give my love to you
I give my love to you You my love is true I give my love to you
Say I am the one you want The woman of your dreams Tell me you wont give up .. ever … on me I give my love to you You know my love is true I give my love to you
I give my love to you You my love is true I give my love to you Only you Only you
see now I'm sniffling .... <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/crazy.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/crazy.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/crazy.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/crazy.gif" alt="" />
Life may feel as if you are constantly getting kicked on a daily basis, living is about picking yourself up each day and going on and on and on regardless.
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Of course one of my DH best songs is .....
We got winners, we got losers Chain smokers and boozers And we got yuppies, we got bikers We got thristy hitchhikers And the girls next door dress up like movie stars
Hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar
We got cowboys, we got truckers Broken-hearted fools and suckers And we got hustlers, we got fighters Early birds and all-nighters And the veterans talk about their battle scars
Hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar
[Chorus:] I love this bar It's my kind of place Just walkin' through the front door Puts a big smile on my face It ain't too far, come as you are Hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar
I've seen short skirts, we got high-techs Blue-collar boys and rednecks And we got lovers, lots of lookers And I've even seen dancing girls and hookers And we like to drink our beer from a mason jar
Hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar Yes I do
I like my truck (I like my truck) I like my girlfriend (I like my girlfriend) I like to take her out to dinner I like a movie now and then
But I love this bar It's my kind of place Just trollin' around the dance floor Puts a big smile on my face No cover charge, come as you are Hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar Hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar
We got divorcees and a big bouncer man An old jukebox and a real bad band We got waitresses and we got barflies A dumb-[censored] and a wise-guy If you get too drunk just sleep out in your car
Reason number 672 why
Hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar Play it on out boys Beer-thirty's over Got to take it on home
Hmm, hmm, hmm I love this bar I just love it <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/rolleyes.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/rolleyes.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/rolleyes.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/rolleyes.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/rolleyes.gif" alt="" /> <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/rolleyes.gif" alt="" />
Life may feel as if you are constantly getting kicked on a daily basis, living is about picking yourself up each day and going on and on and on regardless.
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Hahaha, lately it seems I've been singing that bi-polar song that Adam Sandler wrote on the Wedding Singer <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/laugh.gif" alt="" /> You know the one that starts all sappy and ends up all wrong...
You don't know how much I need you when you're near me I don't feel blue when we kiss I know you need me too can't believe I found a love quite so pure and true.
BUT IT ALL WAS ***** IT WAS A ****** JOKE AND WHEN I THINK OF OL' LINDA I HOPE YOU ******* CHOKE!
I think you're glad with what you done to me I lay in bed all day long feeling melancholy you've left me here all alone tears running constantly
SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE SOMEBODY KILL ME PLEASE SOMEBODY PLEASE PRETTY PRETTY PLEASE KILL ME I WANT TO DIE PUT A BULLET IN MY HEEEEEEEEAAAAAAAD.
I always get a little misty eyed listening to that one <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/laugh.gif" alt="" />
FN
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Sara Evans I Learned That From You
I remember the windows rolled down and the wind in my hair Driving 'round in your Daddy's old Chevy Like we were going somewhere
We thought that summer would last us forever Going steady was just something you do I didn't know much about love I learned that from you
Now those were some good times Lately they don't seem to last I guess I'm not nearly as strong as a drink in your glass And the nights just get later I can stay up and wait or just go on to bed like I do I never knew nothing about lonely I learned from that you
And I learned how to kiss on a ferris wheel And I made wishes at wishing wells And I fell into that fairytale too And I know that love ain't so easy But we tried, didn't we baby It's alright Some dreams weren't meant to come true I learned that from you
One night while the whole world was turning I left you a note And I told you that I'd always miss you Then I let you go I'm living outside of some town I ain't heard of And I think about the boy I knew I didn' t know you could fall out of love I learned that from you
And I learned how to kiss on a ferris wheel And I made wishes at wishing wells And I fell into that fairytale too And I know that love ain't so easy But we tried, didn't we baby It's alright Some dreams weren't meant to come true I learned that from you
I remember the windows rolled down And the wind..
Hugz, Thoughtz, & Prayerz
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While I'm tempted to post "Love Stinks" by J Geils Band, after the Adam Sandler song, I will post an old classic tearjerker instead...
Angie - The Rolling Stones
Angie, angie, when will those clouds all disappear? Angie, angie, where will it lead us from here? With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats You can’t say we’re satisfied But angie, angie, you can’t say we never tried
Angie, you’re beautiful, but ain’t it time we said good-bye? Angie, I still love you, remember all those nights we cried? All the dreams we held so close seemed to all go up in smoke Let me whisper in your ear: Angie, angie, where will it lead us from here?
Oh, angie, don’t you weep, all your kisses still taste sweet I hate that sadness in your eyes But angie, angie, ain’t it time we said good-bye? With no loving in our souls and no money in our coats You can’t say we’re satisfied
But angie, I still love you, baby Ev’rywhere I look I see your eyes There ain’t a woman that comes close to you Come on baby, dry your eyes But angie, angie, ain’t it good to be alive? Angie, angie, they can’t say we never tried
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FWH (41)
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DS 4/2000
DD 12/2002
DD 8/2005
PA 1/05 - 9/12/05
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I think I've posted this one on here before, but it's one of my favorites. This is pretty much me right about the time I filed for the big D <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/frown.gif" alt="" />
Ani Difranco, "Rock Paper Scissors"
It's rock paper scissors as to whether I will get over you at all. It's hand against hand and both hands are mine. It's standing in a circular line, which is not to say that I'm not also happy. A happy meal with a surprise inside. Surprise, surprise is another bright light in your eyes Exposing all the stuff you're not calculating enough to hide. This melancholy that I carry makes me feel so grown up at the kitchen table doing shots of resignation. I never thought I'd see the day When I would I say I give up and tame the stallions of my wildest expectations. But I do not want to know you this way, surrounded by so much pain. But how am I supposed to let go of you this way, like a bird into the sky of my brain? I think I could accept all these dark colors as just part of some bigger color scheme If it wasn't for that drippy string quartet of sadness underscoring each smiling scene. Yeah desire drags me right out of myself like a gas soaked rope tied to a piece of coal. And I'm getting pretty good at looking at the bright side While the flames ripple on the sand and swallow me whole. But this melancholy that I carry makes me feel so grown up at my kitchen table doing shots of resignation. I never thought I'd see the day When I would say I give up and break the stallions of my wildest expectations. But I do not want to know you this way surrounded by so much pain But how am I supposed to let go of you this way like a bird into the sky of my brain.
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BS, 29 (me)
XH, 27
DD, 1
M, 2001 high school sweethearts
OW, 36, divorcee, "we have a friendship people can't understand"
WH left out of the blue 9/5/2005
I filed 11/1/2005 D finalized 6/20/06
XH and OW married 1/6/07. Ugh!
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Here's another gem by Toad the Wet Sprocket, "Dam would break"
Is it this place that makes me fall from you Forget the words that once rang so true Did we expect that life was ever fair, my god... I sowed a field of rose and reaped two whipping rods And everything I’ve held too tight inside Could make a part of me die And if my lips could only speak the name The dam would break
What is this ice that gathers round my heart To stop the flood of warmth before it even starts It would make me blind to what I thought would always be The only constant in the world for me And every hour of every day I need to fight from pulling away And if my mind could only loose the chain The dam would break
For all the things I hid away And all the words I could not say The dam would break
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BS, 29 (me)
XH, 27
DD, 1
M, 2001 high school sweethearts
OW, 36, divorcee, "we have a friendship people can't understand"
WH left out of the blue 9/5/2005
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Perhaps a song for recovery ..
Nightminds
Just lay it all down. Put your face into my neck and let it fall out. I know I know I know. I knew before you got home. This world you're in now, It doesn't have to be alone, I'll get there somehow, 'cos I know I know I know When, even springtime feels cold.
But I will learn to breathe this ugliness you see, So we can both be there and we can both share the dark. And in our honesty, together we will rise, Out of our nightminds, and into the light At the end of the fight...
You were blessed by a different kind of inner view: it's all magnified. The highs would make you fly, and the lows make you want to die. And I was once there, hanging from that very ledge where you are standing. So I know I know I know, It's easier to let go.
But I will learn to breathe this ugliness you see, So we can both be there and we can both share the dark. And in our honesty, together we will rise out of our nightminds And into the light at the end of the fight.
...and in our honesty, together we will rise out of our nightminds And into the light... at the end of the fight...
Life may feel as if you are constantly getting kicked on a daily basis, living is about picking yourself up each day and going on and on and on regardless.
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This one hit me a couple weeks ago as I actuallt paid attention to the lyrics. Yeah, I'm all into the alternative and that sloppy British sound too <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/laugh.gif" alt="" />
The Scientist - Coldplay
Come up to meet you, tell you I’m sorry You don’t know how lovely you are I had to find you, tell you I need you Tell you I set you apart Tell me your secrets, and ask me your questions Oh lets go back to the start Running in circles, coming up tails Heads on a silence apart
Nobody said it was easy Oh it’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said that it would be this hard Oh take me back to the start
I was just guessing at numbers and figures Pulling your puzzles apart Questions of science, science and progress Do not speak as loud as my heart Tell me you love me, come back and haunt me Oh and I rush to the start Running in circles, chasing our tails Coming back as we are
Nobody said it was easy Oh it’s such a shame for us to part Nobody said it was easy No one ever said it would be so hard I’m going back to the start
Great tune.
FN
Last edited by FourthNail; 02/03/06 02:17 PM.
Divorced April 26 2007...
REMARRIED to a wonderful woman October 13, 2012!
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