Shaden, thanks for bumping.

Ark,

thanks for spelling things out for me <img src="/ubbt/images/graemlins/wink.gif" alt="" />. This weekend was much better for us. I did get a little upset, but did not show it in front of him (of course, when he follows me while I am having my mini-breakdown, it is a little frustrating.) He did talk with his friend that is a girl today (*rolling eyes*) and he says that he told her that I was in a better mood this weekend.

I am not sure what I am supposed to be doing. I mean, I can read, but he is sitting here asking me for the paperwork so he can fill it out. He is also filling out the paperwork for our early return (military). I guess I feel like we are in this corner (well, me and the kids). He is adament that this is what is going to happen and I don't even have to talk about it. For example, this evening, I was downstairs with DS2 and he came down and said that he changed the minutes for his long distance (he was going to cap out the minutes talking to the *friend that is just a girl* bcse she has a long distance number, and he said that he was going to have to change it soon bcse of when we move, so he has unlimited minutes.

I am no longer bringing up anything, I am living for today. I am trying to separate the emotional side of this thing from teh logical side. I am still intimate with him, we have joked more than we have in a long time and he is still frustrating me at times. I have asked my friends to not call and when they do, I sit down in front of him to talk to them. I have also told him that I don't want a divorce and I want things to work out. I have an appt with my IC on thursday, so I will let him know what the outcome of everything is.

So, I am just along for the ride right now, waiting for the ball to drop, so to speak.

Any other words of advice would be helpful!

Thanks.

HWG