Hum….I’m “thinking” that I am confused!
WAT,
Who - I see you're in DC. I'm in Arlington. Doing the red line pole dance.
Actually, I do live in No Va. (Springfield) but I used to work in DC, then Crystal City, then Rosslyn….and now at Fort Belvoir.
Now for what it is worth. I have disclosed this information before here so it isn’t earthshattering.
I was a WS in my first marriage. I came to regret it and have the forgiveness of my XH. I waited many, many years before remarrying and only did so after my XH had remarried.
I waited, and looked into my own self until I felt very certain that I could be faithful and could honor marriage vows BEFORE I remarried. After years of dating FWH, I finally agreed to marry him.
And, I became a BS. Maybe I did deserve what I got, maybe not. If FWH had asked me, I could of told him that betraying the one you made promises to would haunt him. He never asked.
I have only recently came to believe that I guess that I am recovered, because I have finally resolved the hurt caused by FWH’s A. It doesn't interfere with my life anymore.
FWH, still has a way to go in forgiving himself and understanding that we are now living today and we should look to the future not the past.
I don’t know what the answer is for JJ. But I do know that as a person, she does deserve compassion for her pain. Just as I don’t think my FWH deserves the pain he still feels. He made a mistake, he is human. JJ made a mistake. I'd like to think that she understands that her affair was wrong. She can't undo it. I don't know her WH. Maybe he is incapable of being faithful. I dont' really feel that I can make that assessment of him. Certainly, we have members here on MB whose FWS had numerous affairs with several OP's, yet today, they are "former" WS. If they could change, why not JJ's WH. She gets no guarantee there, but in all honesty, I don't feel that I have one either.
But I have reached the point where I can accept that there really are no guarantees and I have finally reached the point where I actually feel it is better to be a FBS than a FWS.
Who