Even calling her would be begging and I know she is getting pumped for the D while she is staying with her sister.

She was very distant over the phone this weekend and told me she would not return on Sunday like I understood but on Monday afternoon. 12:00 at night as I am coming home from work Monday she called and said she is staying till Tue. Her mother wants her to stay.

She came home Tue just in time for me to feed the kids lunch and run to work. (Chicken and rice soup, and Lobster.) I really feel she was getting me to "just see them". 3/4 hr.

I talked with my lawyer through this. The notified her Lawyer several times verbal and written with no response. I went to kiss her as I was leaving for work and she turned to give me her cheek.

What's my plan now? Yes she does whatever she wants. She insists I can stop the D she is not responsible. I just can’t take it anymore. I think I need to stand away. I have told her D is not what I want, what needs am I not fulfilling other than moving at this time. She doesn't seem to care. So continue to work on me and the children. Figure what I am willing to accept for financial and custody arraignments and accept that I did what I could to save the M. Funny I told her I will be able to say I did everything I could to save the M but you won't stop the D. She said she could say the same thing.