That suck$ about sleeping in your car though. Ugh.
Sleeping in the car is the LEAST of my worries right now. Didn't phase me at all actually. Guess I'm too numb for the little things.
3 voicemails on my phone. All from Mike. She arrived home at 8:30ish, so that's where she was when she emailed me.
She left the house about 9:15, he followed her. She went to the spot where we watch airplanes. took me a while to understand what he was saying in the VM, but from what he described, that's where she was. This kid...this 16 yr old kid, stayed on her tail sitting there for almost an hour. (Thanks Mike!). And then followed her to a gas station, he drove past and pulled into a parking lot.
She drove home parked in her spot, no other cars around, lights off ten minutes after she went inside.
I think I'm convinced there is no OM and that she really wanted to see me with all good intentions too.
I don't believe she expected me at that spot. It's patrolled on both sides of the fence by state and local police. They do stop and talk to poeple parked there on a regualr basis too. She would not have expected that to be a meeting place. I'm a little shocked to learn she went there on her own though. She never really seemed to enjoy being there when we'd go. But she did like seeing our som get so excited every time the planes went by. Going on a night she's alone... the romantic in me wants to believe she was trying to connect....
Mike rocks for doing what he did for me last night. I think I can safely call him off now.
As I type this I get another email.
Just wanted you to know that your son spent the night at Papa's house, not my sister's. I know you would have wanted that instead, he wanted Papa and Nanny all night anyway too. My sister is upset she didn't get to have him overnight, but they are all headed to breakfast now. I have my class from 8:45-1:15 and should be in (town name removed) to pick him up. He misses you and so do I. I'm sorry for all this. I do love you.
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Still glad I didnt' meet her though. Who knows how long it will be before I can feel safe enoguh in my own home let alone out somewhere that she won't call the cops on me becuase she doesn't like what I've done or said.
I have a loooooooooooooooooong trying road ahead of me.