Still Seeking
Wanted to give an update and say all is great.
Fww has been wonderful, marriage is better than ever.

Simply have not posted much because it can be such a trigger for me. FWW said she is afraid that the honeymoon time will be over soon. I hope not, told her it didn't have to be.

I have come to realize even though it was hard to admit that the A was the catalist that shocked me out of my denial and addictions. I hate to the think that I would be divorced today if it were not for D-day but it is true.

OM is a bad memory for FWW and still a nightmare for me but it is getting better everyday. This forum maintained my sanity, today my boss asked me to have coffee with a man in his church whose wife threw him out. He is going through hell and his wife refuses to even consider working on the marriage. My advice will be to snoop and change himself because it smells like at least an EA.

I hate to see any poor soul go through the hell I experienced.

Hey Jim, any updates?

Thanks for thinking about me LTF
I have been lurking now and then but for the most part I have been working on rebuilding my life.

The short version is that FWW has been wonderful. We R very happy to be back on the wet side as you know what I mean.

Was on the East side yesterday taking care of some business and I had one anxiety attack after another. FWW caught on and showed sincere remorse for my condition. Texted my DD today and told her I hate that F----ing place.

FWW is doing what she is supposed to do and has been 100% on the side of recovery. I still battle daily with thoughts of the A but it is getting better. I stopped asking questions and talking A on June 8th our anniversary as I want it to be over for her as well as me.

How R U my friend, lets meet for coffee when U R in the South End of the sound.