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Give me a second out for a run at the moment and will respond after I shower and eat. Typing on the phone sucks.

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Originally Posted by ChristianSamuari
I was feel like I should be in plan B...

Here is today's highlights.

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You ok?
What do you mean when you ask that?
That reply is standoffish and invites an argument. Remember you don't want to argue a better reply would be I'm not feeling well coming down with a illness frown or something like that. Are you ok
You've been quiet lately
...are you ok?
When she ask you have been quiet lately she is gauging your feelings toward her. Silence equals not interested. A good response would of been (see above) followed by concern about your daughter. Is DD doing ok? What she doing now? Things of that nature and on the back end inquire about her sometime later in the convo.
I'm sick [/color]
It took you that long to write that
[color:#CC0000]Talk to me

Not sure what to say...
Perfect opportunity to set up a visit. You could of said something like would you like to come over and nurse me back to health, followed with a LOL. Or invite her to coffee or something. If she would decline, no sweat. Just dust yourself off and try again. If your like me, I hate texting I would rather talk face to face. Your goal is to text your way to some face time.
Ok?
I'm sick too
Why?
Why aren't you sure what to say?
What's going on?
I got to take my meds... My chest is starting to really hurt...
Her being sick is awesome you could of set up a sicnic. You go over there cook some chicken noodle soup and place a blanket outside if its warm or on the floor and watch movies and eat soup with her and DD. Don't tell her about your ailments. WAYWARDS ARE SELFISH she only cares about herself now and you telling her about your boo boos comes off wimpy. Now if she inquires be truthful.
Why?
Cause you don't want to talk to me?
Why do you think that?
(WW's name) I love talking with you, however I'm not a fan of texting want me to call or we meet up somewhere?
Cause when we try to talk then your chest starts to hurt
It's fine. If you don't wanna talk then ill talk to you later
She is guilt shaming you here, switching blame. I put $$ when she wrote that she thought "oh well I tried talking to him but he's such a grump. Not my fault."
Alrighty then...
I am ok to talk to you. I just took my medicine
(Insert apology) "I'm sorry if I am coming off grumpy, that is not my intention. How was your day?"
I tried to get you to talk
I just don't feel like bringing up my emotions about past situations because it
does no good


Your reply is a fail, no emotional talk no relationship talk
Like whT
She's happy now cause she know you will lovebust her and then she can justify her actions. This point of the conversation you have lost control and became an emotional wreck.
I just been doing my anger management exercises... And figuring out what I
really feel

NO, NO! This is you: "Hey WW look at me I'm fixing myself so you can come back" That's not what you want. Smooth and subtle. If she happens to text and inquire about your whereabouts and you happen to be in anger management tell her then. Don't broadcast it, comes off fake.
Ok? And?
I just feel hurt, betrayed, deceived, insecure
And I want to move pass these feelings

Ok I'm sorry
How do you think I felt before
The same I am sure...
Yup
I am sorry I caused you to feel that way
Some days I just don't know if this is going to work
Truthfully me either... I read all these stories about how couples survived this
but when compared to us... Things are just missing for moving on..

You read too much
I read because I am looking for hope
No ones story is our story
You look for things that aren't going to be in our story or there's things in
our story that won't be in someone else's story

If you wanted to truly get back together and move pass this what do you want
from me to do say let's reconcile?

Our story is unique somewhat that I admit
Everyone's stories is very different because each person and the way they act or
don't. Act is very different.

Some days you act fine and great and normal and some days it's like you're crazy
and that scares me

What do you mean crazy?
It's like you are acting crazy
Or something wrong
All waywards think you act crazy when you ruin their affair. Exposure, Plan A is all counterintuitive so to someone lost in the fog it makes no sense because your SUPPOSED TO BE A CRAZED MAD MAN but your not. Drives waywards wild, especially WWs because they almost always say how their husband is and or was abusive. Gives POSOM a knight in shining armor image when they aren't nothing but toads.
I can't explain it

Can you give me an example? Think of something recently?
I really can't explain it
Waywards lie and twist reality for their own justification so their memory is always altered and fractured.
One you talk to yourself under your breath
You get upset or crazy looks
You act different I really can't explain. It
I will no longer talk under my breathe. I am not sure about the crazy upset looks you are referring to? She's dropping hints about your annoying habits fix them.
Most of these things are me expressing myself... Not in a crazy way but really
in a hurt emotional way.. When I talk undery breathe it's because I don't like
sharing my thoughts if I think there is going to be a conflict.
I don't get the crazy look thing though. I do realize when I am getting angry my
face and everything tenses up
I honestly want to be with you and get out of all these bad habits that
contributed to the marriage
I am honestly for the most part just going through a range of emotions and I
would love to have you there to share with
And honestly I feel that you don't want to be with me anymore...
Now that I think of it, I feel like you really haven't forgiven me

Save this emotional stuff for us in the forum. Waywards like empathy.
Haven't forgiven you!,
???
???,
Have you?
Haven't i
I honestly don't know
And by the way I am feeling better talking to you if you wanted to know
Maybe I just need to get all this off my chest to move on

But you made her feel worse. That's what lovebusters do. If you want to get something off your chest talk to your male friends or us on the forum. Write a letter or email or just type then delete. Keep a journal.
It always makes a person feel better to get stuff off their chest
And forgiving you I think I've had to do that a lot
For example... If I am going to truly forgive you... And I truly do... I never
want to mention affairs again... I want to live like they never happen.
But it doesn't mean we shouldn't live protecting ourselves from them
When she brings up talk like that say "I am willing to work with you to create a marriage where both our needs are met". When you keep bringing up the affairs it turns into a bad convo. She will not want to talk to you.
Just like my porn addiction.

I hope you have this under control now. With professional help.
Yeah
The reality is just want to live secured and move pass this a so be a good
father and husband and restore romantic love back to our marriage and look
further down the road and say we overcome many obstacles and continued to serve
God and honor His name
I don't want some fancy video game, martial art belt, or computer. I just want a
happy victorious marriage and life
Money doesn't matter
Sex doesn't matter
I just want communication and a happy family.
I just want my wife and kids to be happy. I just want them to feel loved by me
I am scared that I will fail them in many ways but I will never give up
I just want to know that you will always be there for me


Do not educate or preach. Makes an adult feel like a child when another adult who says we are equal partners soap box like that. "I am willing to create a marriage where both our needs are met." Says all that without the soap box.
Wow!
What?
I feel much better. That's why I am having problems letting to of my parents
If your not there then I feel like I have no one

That was very mature statements you made
Huh? What about your parents?
If your not in my life I was afraid of being alone and I basically would only
have them...

But 1. You wouldn't be alone. And 2. I'm not saying I'm not going to come back
and live in the house anymore but even if I didn't I would still be in your life
always

She's on the fence, your changes are showing and she is hedging her bets. She wants an easy way back where all her affairs are swept under the rug. She wants to cake eat, your job is to fill those needs you haven't been so there won't be any need for her to cake eat.
I just wanted to share that...
Those are some of the things that been bothering me

I'm not too good at quotes and stuff but there's my two cents. Plan A is also about taking care of yourself. Some folks on the forum swear by antidepressants. I don't take chemicals that alter my mind state. So, I run and work out for the same effect. I know you have health issues but running is a good stress reliever and it will also boost your energy and appearance. I'm up 5 am and I do a 3 mile run, wake DS up about 6am after I shower and I am at work by 7am - 5pm and while I'm there I run 3miles again during the day.

I'm military so I know what you mean but those statements come off as excuses. One day you have off sit down and do a schedule. See where you have free time to insert things to improve your health, mentally and physically. Be a man of action not reaction. Be a happy man around WW even though you feel like punching someone in the face. Oh and keep the conversation short, like I said waywards have short attention spans. Short, sweet, concise and flirty. Throw some compliments at her, WW you know I always liked your smile, voice you fill in the blank. When you talk to her face to face use her name, hold her hand maintain eye contact. I'm sure your using a smartphone, the notepad function can help if you forget things she says.

Type it in there and double check to make sure its right, even though you know for a fact you got it right. It shows her that she is important. If you have any problems ask her for advice. There's a good article on the website about letting your wife into your life. Not sure of the title, give it a read. Stay positive. Oh bring some crayons and a coloring book for DD and color with her. Make WW a card and you and DD sign it, things like that makes WW feel included in your life and you spend time with DD. It's a win-win, plus the card is something tangible for WW to hold on to and associate good thoughts of you with.

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Originally Posted by ChristianSamuari
TD,
Thank you for that. I will start dropping the feelings and relationship talk. I will work on setting up family like events.
I will bring a java chip drink since I messed that up last time.

My job requires I get up at 4 am to be there at 7am and I get home around 6pm. I work for the Federal government. I will look into getting a job closer to home.

Thank you again for the advice. I do feel like an affair is still going on because she has changed the password on her phone. I am going to do another inquiry of texts to see if she has been talking to one of those POSOMen or someone else...



Sir, PLEASE focus on Plan A.
Do NOT appear clingy or needing to her.
DO appear strong, as in John Wayne strong.....have you watched his movies?
If not watch some....The Searchers Is a good movie.
Another good movie is High Noon.

I think you are having a hard time with Plan A and you have been at this for a while.
It may be time to consider Plan B.

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Originally Posted by Jedi_Knight
Originally Posted by ChristianSamuari
TD,
Thank you for that. I will start dropping the feelings and relationship talk. I will work on setting up family like events.
I will bring a java chip drink since I messed that up last time.

My job requires I get up at 4 am to be there at 7am and I get home around 6pm. I work for the Federal government. I will look into getting a job closer to home.

Thank you again for the advice. I do feel like an affair is still going on because she has changed the password on her phone. I am going to do another inquiry of texts to see if she has been talking to one of those POSOMen or someone else...



Sir, PLEASE focus on Plan A.
Do NOT appear clingy or needing to her.
DO appear strong, as in John Wayne strong.....have you watched his movies?
If not watch some....The Searchers Is a good movie.
Another good movie is High Noon.

I think you are having a hard time with Plan A and you have been at this for a while.
It may be time to consider Plan B.


I think your right, Plan B might be the way to go...


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What happened? If your going to Plan B you need to get visitation court ordered.

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There hasn't been a well executed Plan A, so I expect Plan B will be just as unfocused.

As I've said, you seriously need coaching from the Harleys. Invest in it. It will be cheaper than a divorce.


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Originally Posted by Jedi_Knight
I need to caution you:
The only affair recovery program you should focus on is Surviving an Affair.

An FYI, Jedi. He didn't listen to you.

Seems Christian was posting (under a different name) simultaneously somewhere else (an individual NOT marital recovery board) and apparently the counselor you warned him not to see told him his wife should be the one fighting for him (in a perfect world maybe) and the other board full of mostly angry divorced and stuck unhappily married folk talked him into the 180 plan (she needs consequences, MB makes you take too much responsibility, she probably won't change anyway so you'll be better off without her) whereupon he distanced himself from his wife and filed for divorce hoping his wife would just magically snap out of it.

Haven't seen an update so maybe it'll work. A clock is right twice a day and sometimes finalizing a divorce does wake a cake eating wayward up a time or two. Shame he didn't commit and stick to his best chance of success here at MB, but it's his life.

Just thought you'd like to know that your advice, Jedi was dead on. Commit to one plan and avoid the well intended "counselor". If he was done emotionally, he should have done an MB plan B and waited. He could have distanced himself and gone dark hoping for the same effect to occur without proceeding to filing divorce. Filing divorce usually results in BEING divorced. Still wish Christian complete success in all his endeavors and would welcome him back here with open arms.

Mr. W

p.s. - it's strange but he posted and asked them about the MB plan so they, of course, could bash it but he didn't give us the same opportunity to bash their plan. Oh, never mind, answered my own question, they don't HAVE any plan(s). It's just a bunch of supposed peer experts and you get which ever such "expert" happens to be online reading your thread at any given time giving you, at their whim, their own very limited personal lay opinions and experience. Not to mention, such opinions and experiences are from persons, like us, that mostly failed at creating a successful happy marriages. It's like saying that Ethics classes should be taught by prison inmates because they have the most experience going back and forth across the ethical boundaries. People are turning to the internet for help saving their marriages and have no idea these other forums are hope-crushing wicked divorce facilitators. Marriage and the family are being attacked in so many different ways.


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Don't count me out Mr.Wondering. I am going back to PLAN A.


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I thought about it, and those on the other board are just so do 180 and make her do the work. I know that would be the easier than to do but that has less results because in my WW mind it shows that I am not trying to be in the marriage and all this.

And as for you who think I can't do it. I will show you. I already have done some things. We spent time together and I haven't mention affair. As for IC and MC. Probably not good for the Marriage period at this point.


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I also made list of things and she would like for V-day and going to go get them. I made some mistakes. I am going to post on both forums but I am going to follow this plan.

Some PLANS just need to be revised and re-thought out. I am going to focus on family things and making time. I didn't post on the other forum so they can bash it. I posted it so they can give me their feed back. There are too many groups and too many opinions about infidelity and whats the best way to deal with it.

There is no magic fix it plan and there is no guarantee that anything is going to work.

I am going to work on PLAN A.
Exercise daily
I recently got a cat for my family.
I been staying up late texting my wife and talking to her on the phone, having pleasant conversations here and there.
I have been spending alone time with her.
I been writing sermons of my own. I am working on lifting myself up and just being somebody people/my WW would want to be around.


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I made some mistakes along the way but I have been doing some reading and planning of my own. I am not going to file for divorce.

That group of people seem to think that pushing the already destructive spouse over the edge is going to make them wake up.

In my case, it might be an easy escape for them, but I have to show my WW she is worth fighting for and I want to be with her.

I haven't been clingy or needy. I keep conversations short. I don't speak like i am desperate. I you I feel and I communicate my feelings more clearer.


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Now all I ask for is your prayers and support. I will take the burden on my shoulders and I will try to my best to keep posting on here daily. Right now, I am concentrating on Plan A.

And MR.Wondering, I will be on the other forums posting to vent and to encourage others.

I find it helpful to my healing. I am not going to try my best to support those here as well. I will not be giving advice because, 1. MY PLAN A has SUCKED and hasn't got any better yet.
2. I need to focus on myself and figure out from day to day

How to meet her needs without seeing clingy.
For a while I was putting cards in her van at work but that doesn't seem to be very effective. So I started to just communicate with her more even though lately I have been tired from my late shift.


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Originally Posted by ChristianSamuari
I thought about it, and those on the other board are just so do 180 and make her do the work. I know that would be the easier than to do but that has less results because in my WW mind it shows that I am not trying to be in the marriage and all this.

And as for you who think I can't do it. I will show you. I already have done some things. We spent time together and I haven't mention affair. As for IC and MC. Probably not good for the Marriage period at this point.


The problem with 180 and Divorce Busting is that they do not have a plan for restoring romantic love, which is Dr. Harley's top focus in recovery through the POJA and UA time.

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Originally Posted by ChristianSamuari
Some PLANS just need to be revised and re-thought out. I am going to focus on family things and making time. I didn't post on the other forum so they can bash it. I posted it so they can give me their feed back. There are too many groups and too many opinions about infidelity and whats the best way to deal with it.

There is no magic fix it plan and there is no guarantee that anything is going to work.

Actually, Dr Harley says that if his plan is followed it WILL be successful.
There is such a small margin of error that he is able to make this statement.

However, he warns that even small deviations from his plan for marital recovery can result in disaster.

So, if you are going to follow his plan you will need to do so wholeheartedly and not have it revised by other groups.

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Originally Posted by ChristianSamuari
I made some mistakes along the way but I have been doing some reading and planning of my own. I am not going to file for divorce.

That group of people seem to think that pushing the already destructive spouse over the edge is going to make them wake up.

In my case, it might be an easy escape for them, but I have to show my WW she is worth fighting for and I want to be with her.

I haven't been clingy or needy. I keep conversations short. I don't speak like i am desperate. I you I feel and I communicate my feelings more clearer.


Those other groups say that divorce is a natural consequence of adultery and you should allow her to face consequences from her actions. Which is all true.

However, it won't recover your marriage.

Is she still living with her parents?


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Valentines is coming up. Going all out could offer a chance to make big love deposits. Not one dozen roses, not two dozen. Try three or more! Might wow her.


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She is still with her parents.
Justthe3of us...i know her better and roses are not her thing. I got some plans!!!

LOVE DEPOSITS all the way!


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One Love deposit I did was give her a ring for our anniversary that was like a ring she always wanted.

I will stick to the plan and restore romantic love myself to me first.


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Originally Posted by Jedi_Knight
Originally Posted by ChristianSamuari
Some PLANS just need to be revised and re-thought out. I am going to focus on family things and making time. I didn't post on the other forum so they can bash it. I posted it so they can give me their feed back. There are too many groups and too many opinions about infidelity and whats the best way to deal with it.

There is no magic fix it plan and there is no guarantee that anything is going to work.

Actually, Dr Harley says that if his plan is followed it WILL be successful.
There is such a small margin of error that he is able to make this statement.

However, he warns that even small deviations from his plan for marital recovery can result in disaster.

So, if you are going to follow his plan you will need to do so wholeheartedly and not have it revised by other groups.
ChristianSamurai,

Please listen to this. The three BH know what they are talking about. Mr. W and Justthe3ofus have recovered with a WW. And Jedi may not have recovered his marriage, but he is one of our top MB success stories. He has full custody of his 3 angels.

Not only is Dr. Harley's program THE most successful, it is the only program that has a Plan.

Please stick to the Plan. You may not recover your marriage, but you will recover yourself.


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Too much hurt and pain on both sides that my brain hurts just thinking about it all.



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