today was OK...we talked about trust and he actually showed some remorse about how far things have gone....still what is bothering him more than anything right now I know is the fact that he doesn't love me the way he should.....this is driving him crasy and I know making it hard on him to stay in our home....I told him we could just get through each day one at a time right now.....ask if he could remove the barriers that is keeping him from letting me back into his life....he just isn't ready or willing to do that now....how do you keep yours and thier hope alive for reconcilaton when one is not willing to try......also, I am sure that break off with OW is to fresh and bothering him allot right now......<P>------------------<BR>always-faith4us