Hi Kevco,<p>Went home for a few weeks and you can see how that's gone in A/B. I am praying for you. It seems as though we are in similar situations. The answer is always easier to those who are on the outside. Right now, I'm not able to think my way out of a paper bag right now. However, it is a good sign about her maybe wanting to try. Just keep doing the A and work on your. I have finally realized that all I can do is work on me and give the rest over to God. That is all I can say for you to do. I admire your perseverance and willingness to do what is needed to fix your end. She must come up to bat now. My counselor told me today that it is so hard for the WS to climb out of the deep hole they have dug down into and many of them just cannot do it alone or without professional help. Like you, I keep getting mixed signals and are soooo confused. Just work on you. I also went to doctor and got on meds to help w/the anxiety and depression that's set in since he left in August. Remember, I am praying for you and your W. Nothing is impossible for God; everything is impossible without Him.