Maybe it was a big mistake. Some of you told me not to do it. However, it felt RIGHT! I went with my gut. I felt it was needed to bring my WS further over the edge. I went in for the HOME RUN.
Well, you guessed it. It was a MAJOR session, if you know what I mean. Candles burning all over the room, music playing, wine glasses.... the whole nine yards. It was heavenly. I feel if we never get back together again it was certainly worth it. AN UNFORGETTABLE NIGHT! Just like VERY OLD times.
What did my WS do afterwards? Ask me if he could just lay down and hold me and talk to me? He asked me this. He just talked and talked.
This was at our house. He wanted to spend the night, I could tell, but did not. He did his typical thing, going around and touching everything. I had put his toothbrush in his closet. He did not say anything about it. He took it out, brushed his teeth and put it back where it goes in the bathroom. Did some more of his typical rituals to mark his territory.
Couldn't get enough of calling me today. Wanted to meet me for lunch. Called to tell me what time to meet him at the gym. Talked about what we will be doing next year this time. Plans made to go out of town next week on my day off.
We're not there YET but I still am cautiously optimistic that we are on the way. I'm feeling less anxious. However, as long as there is contact with the OW, although more limited, there is need for concern.
I just had to let you guys know. A woman whose been through what I've been through has got to have a little bit of fun. I am legit since he is really married to me. I won't go so far as to call him my H. He continues to be a WH. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Smile]" src="images/icons/smile.gif" />
