i know i need to sleep,i have no trouble falling asleep once i lay down im so tired and drained,its just that i have the worst dreams of him being with her! and im nearby and hes telling me go away shes the one now ,i dont want you anymore!! i guesss it is all the stuff im trying not to think about all day!and when i wake up, i just feel so sad and hurt, and scared! just feeling so bad!i wake up with tears in my eyes!it takes me awhile to get it out of my head,i try to get busy,but the feelings are just right there,just under my skin,im so scared something is going to happen and they are all going to come spilling out!!