<BR>Last night my h and I were intimate, he was loving, and tried to meet my needs. He even touch and kiss me with love. This morning when I got in the car to take him to work. I found pictures of him and a women. Pitures like couples take. I ask him who she was and he said just a friend well I was'nt born yesterday. I got so mad I through all the pictures away in the garbage can and got in the car and slammed the door. He get mad when I slam the door. He also says he did'nt care that I found the pictures. I can't understand how someone can say they love you, but don't care if they hurt you. What I did 7 years ago was wrong and I am so sorry, but what I did was not out of hate, and I was not trying to hurt him. Sometimes I just feel like giving up. Packing my bags and leaving. I know that God can restore my marriage, and I have faith. It is just so hard. I sometimes feel like this a hopeless situation. He said that I will always know that our daughter is mine, because I gave birth to her, but he feels God did'nt give him our child , and that is so not true. She is Gods gift to him whether it be by dna. Our child was 5 years old when we got married, and he married me with this doubt. Now our child is use to a mother and father in a home, I feel like I am letting her down if I don't try and make this marriage work, but I don't just want it to work for our child sake, but I want it to work because I love him. He has this new theory, He says that I new I was preg. when I had sex with him so that I could name him as the father. That is so not true, I had sex with two people in the month of jan. and got preg. and did'nt tell him I had doubts. There is a possibilty that she is his. Have I done something so unforgiveable. In our marriage I have been faithful and a good wife, and I am a diff. person than I was 7 years ago. Is my situation hopeless, I seem to be the only person on this board with this kind of problem. I am in the dog house and can't get back into the house!!!!!!!!!!!
