Thank you everybody again for your prayers. Thanks aw what a beautiful prayer.<BR>I am up early today because my 16 year old came home at 4:00am. I couldn't go back to sleep. I did sleep a couple of hours and I was so at peace last night after all our praying. The Lord is good.<BR>AW I haven't heard of this book you mentioned. I thought I knew them all. Is it a knew one?<P>Joy, how are you? It is great to hear from you. I certainly understand where you are at. I have had at times to not post here because of all the pain. That is why I don't go over to the general infidelity forum much any more. I did it for a year and then it traumatized me, because it reawakens what you have been through.<BR>One thing I realized before the storm lifted from me last night. When my h pulled back this time although it did hurt, I was not flooded by emotion. Therefore I think that is why the anger piece hit me. When he left in Sept, I was so devastated, I'm not sure I knew what I felt except excruciating pain for most of the time. This time the emotions were not as flooding, because I am in a different place. But the anger took me by surprise. It seemed like for about 48 hours that I would never get rid of it and feel like I had turned it over to God. I just kept surrendering it and then wrote out all the reasons i was angry and asked my Lord to take these and help me to let them go. I did this on the subway home from classes. About 45 minutes later that storm just lifted. I felt back in the Lord, it was really an amazing experience.<BR>So Joy I hope that God heals you and that you are able to grow in Him. He is with you nd He is working n Your circumstances. I know You know that, but I also know it is so hurtful. No matter what our own parts are, you are forgiven, and Jesus knows where your heart is. I am praying for you<P>Thanks all for your prayers and your time to the prayer vigil. I wrote on another post suggesting we do this maybe next Monday night, with a little more notice so maybe more can join in.<BR>Carol the cyber tea, is just that several of us all stop and pray at 11:00 EST on Tuesday night togther but in our own homes. I write my prayer out on line durimg this time, as did aw this week. You can leave your request and pray or just give your request. Hope you can join us. Even thought we are not in the same room, God still hears our prayers corporately.<P>Thanks again, I felt so blessed by all your prayers. Emptyinside had some immediate response to prayer, read her post. Post any other responses to our prayer time.
