I have been on MB almost three years. I rarely post anymore, but I REALLY need some prayers and help.
First, I love the Lord, and I know that He loves me and wants what is best for me. I know this, although I am having a hard time *seeing* it.
I've been divorced over 1 1/2 years; seperated a total of 3 yrs. I have a young daughter who is the joy of my life.<p>Why am I writing this today? Well, I, even after all this time, still CRY at night for my husband to come home. Some are familiar with the term *standing* and I've been doing this.<p>It came to me last night, that although I want my husband to turn to the Lord and come home, I don't believe he will any longer. I honestly believe now, that satan has been clouding my mind, to the point of tormenting me. I should NOT be feeling this way, escpecially after 3 years of seperation (married only 4 1/2 years). <p>I NEED to let this go and I need to truly let God lead MY life. I am close to losing my mind over this and I know that is from the devil. I cannot pretend any longer that my xh is coming home- I need to live my own life.<p>Please, if you pray, pray for my daughter and myself. Please Lord, release me from this torment and lift me from this pit.<p>God bless

Dear God,<p>Please release brokenspirt to know your will. Give her the stength and the tools to move forward in her life. Show her all your joys and love that is around her. Help her to see, grow and heal from her past with her ex H. Please God you know her needs more than any one of us bless her and her daughter in every way.<p>In Jesus Name I pray.

Pahakissa2-<p>Thank you, dear sister, for your prayers. They mean so much to me.
I will pray for you, too.