Jill-Thanks for all your posts. I really get alot of comfort reading when you reply. Do you have an e mail address I can write to you privately on? <P>I don't want to get everyone else involoved in my whole story. I guess I feel like what I am going thru is so unique and that my situation differs from others.It might be wishful thinking on my part but I would love to send you a long e mail and tell you my entire story so you can give me advise.<P>If you don't thats no problem, I'll keep posting here and wait for your reply.<P>Thanks, Missy