At this point I think I am posting to keep a journal to myself .
After this sundays adventure , well H trying to be kind but I am so dam angrey that I don't help matters .

He saw her 15 min on tues. night .
and she called to se him wend. and thurs. H said no came home .

But she told him I will get even and well here we are FRI. H is there again .
No matter what I say or how I say it , well LB is the way it came out .
I just can't take it he swares up and down that she will go away when she is ready and if he lets her get out of control things will be far worse .

She will bother him till he answers and then he feels he can't enjoy his weekend with me .

I can't tell any more if he is lying to me I don't know I am so confused .

He is belivable cause he does have such a weird way of thinking I know this first hand .

But wow when is he going to short out loose it .

Begging me not to through him out I mean so what he has somewhere to go . So is it he wants to be here? He really wants me ?

THEN WHY NOT TELL HER F OFF ?

Maybe its my time I feel myself getting closer and closer to really loose it.

I mean I LB and I can go pretty nuts but now I feel like I am going to really do some damage .

I started to explain calmly that he should leave it is best for me and for him to not to have to hide from her he can just go and gve her what she wants , he said, screw her its not what I want .
I don't want to leave , she will get feed up and move on .

Here we go again ,NO SHE WON"T she wants him , he don't get it she is In love .

He says she is not in love this is a game she needs to feel she is hurting him and bothering any kind of life he will try and have cause he ruined hers .

I mean can someone be this sick , can someone really want revenge this bad its not like they where M . (Although I wonder sometimes LOL)

comments , thoughts anything

OW is a nutcase. She is NOT going to "go away" as long as H is encouraging her by talking to her, going to see her, etc. As long as she feels she is getting what she wants she's not going to give up. IF your His honest about wanting to work things out with you, he needs to realize that this is hurting his chances a he!! of a lot more than anything his psycho OW will do as a result of him dumping her.

Personally, I think I would get it over with and give OW a call before you lose all love for your H. Sure he'll be pi$$ed, but at least maybe it will get you out of limbo. JMO.

Hey Girl!

What's goin' on?

POSTING IN GQ I am hoping to get more responses , update over there . Do you sleep? LOL

GOing over there to check your post .

Sleep??? What's that??!! LOL

I haven't posted much about me lately but evrything's going ok--thing there's finally NC. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> She doesn't speak to him anymore, just gives dirty looks once in a while.