Sorry, I wish this wasn't real. I guess is some was part of me thinks it's surreal. A bad dream that just goes downhill. You know they say if you dream your falling and you actually hit then you die in real life? What happens when you hit aand bounce and hit again? What happens when you see your guts splattered on the ground and the trashmen come with shovels?

I sent W's sister home when she came back. I told her this would never happen. I closed the door and now feel......abused.

Walking through my home looking at what I've done, comparing it to what she's done. I could raze this place and still not come close. This was our dream house. We spent months searching for the perfect area, the perfect lot. Hundreds of hours talking about the design and layout. When the constrction started we were over here every day. Rain or shine. We made love in every room before the walls even went up.

She was my very best friend. One that I trusted with everything. Now she's taken everyting.

OFC,

I am sorry to hear your horrible story. Welcome to MB. Before I share my thoughts, could you tell me how you came to find MB at such a dire time? Sounds like you have been through sooo much.

Thanks,
L.

<small>[ September 23, 2003, 10:00 PM: Message edited by: Orchid ]</small>

So your wife busts open the back of your head and you've not file for a RO yet? Sounds like you've got a batterer you have to deal with.

Normally, I'd offer constructive advice. This is one case where I think you should put her out and never look back.

I'm serious about the RO...

Does anyone else not see the underlying comments re W's sister?????

I know men react more physically than women do. OOC, I would have loved to beat the OW and H as well but you can't.

Don't lean too much on W's sister, I'm afraid that might lead to more turmoil. Also, comments like "Looks like I married the wrong sister." SCARE ME... please do not make any advances toward W's sister or let her make any advances toward you at this time. Now is not the time.

FOCUS ON YOU AND ONLY YOU RIGHT NOW!!!! You are giving in to the A -- you are taking the -- you are going to hate me for saying this -- cowards way out! Stand up and walk and hold your head high.

This sh** happens to a lot of us -- look around this site!!!!

GEEZ, it might feel great to do more harm but in the long run, it'll be you that pays and WS and OM will be going on their merry way -- probably separately, but they will be living and moving on while you are paying for any mistakes you MIGHT make!

OOC,

Let us know how you are doing.

L.