jamie-lee,<P>Thank you for thinking I am strong. I do feel stronger, and I know that w/ or w/o my H my life will be full. I just wish he could see that he is leaving a family that loves him, no matter what!<P>NoTrust,<P>We'll see what Christmas brings. I have a great day planned and love units hopefully will be deposited. Thanks for those fingers being crossed. I will take all the luck I can get!!!<P>faythe,<P>My H has already filed for divorce. We are in the final stages of it. Don't know when it will be final, but it appears it will be final [Linked Image from marriagebuilders.com].<BR>Christmas may tell alot. We'll see. Just have to take one day at a time. <BR>Those mixed messages are so hard. You start to second guess everything.<BR>Yes, I saw your post. I am going back to that thread. I need clarification on a few things.<BR>Take care.<P>God Bless,<P>Cheryl