I posted a letter redhat read and I did not do anything. He(WS) called me today @ wk, because she(OM) is getting e-mails from someone a man I'm guessing, asking me if I gave out her e-mail Add. I told him, no, I wouldn't do that because I would not want someone to do that to me. I'm not sure he believes me, because of the look on his face when I got home ( he cares for the baby when I'm @ wk, and he is off shift). He is going away next wk, because of a wk trip. I told him becareful. I thanked him for fixing the hole in the wall from the back door knob, he said it was not done he would finish it when he got back. I sent him a nice card from the internet, no remarks. I guess it is ok, since he has not asked me to stop. Nothing mushy!! I recieved my new books from MB.com, started reading it tonight when the baby was eating, I was not hungry, down almost 16 + lbs. Bought a new shirt the other day! I know I'm not to read in to him, but what do they think when they are w/us, and on their way to the OP? I have oppted to start MC next wk. BY MYSELF till further notice. Atleast till he gets out of the fog. I miss hanging around with him, do you know Post par Depression and birth control does a number in a womans body and mind. That is one reason I think he may have left, EN were not met, because of 311 DX code for depression.
Before he left today he told our son he loved him and would miss him. That made me happy. I think he has a lot of issues from childhood, his father left his mom 2. But enough of that, I have to wk tomorrow and get to bed or read since I can't really sleep well.
GOOD NIGHT ALL! GOD BLESS!!
PRAYERS ALL AROUND!!!
Met-6-92
Eng-5-98 (he told me that he wanted me for his B-day)
M-7-99
child-8-01
EA(WS)10-02
He moved out-1-28-03 W/OM(she got kicked out of her parents home b'cause of this)
me alone w/ child,dogs,house etc... ever since.
They are trying to hide it still even though everyone knows and I'm trying to stay positive!!!
