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That is good. Remember that this is a long war, with many battles. In the end I think you will get your real H back.
Your WH does not realize what an empty life it is without a family. He is not seeing the most important thing in life right now.
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Believer, thanks for your reminder. I know it is long and difficult. It may go two steps forward and 1 step backward. But i need to trust GOD, and have faith.
How are you doing today? I was thinking of you the whole weekend. I tried to call you last night, but your line was busy. I think you must be on line. I hope you feel good now.
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Don't worry about me. I am doing mostly fine. I'm just kind of grieving the marriage. But all in all my days are very good. I no longer feel the terrible pain and sadness.
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Believer, i am glad you are feeling good now. I am getting to this stage now that my good days are more than bad ones now. His behavior does hurt me, but I am not being knocked down anymore. Your encouragement is a big help. Thanks again.
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My feeling today is auwfully strange. Kind of numb, calm and quiet. I can not use the word peace. I feel like the quietness before a storm. I hope nothing will happen. I will keep praying. Try to call around to talk, but no one answsered.
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Talk about how I felt today. Wh is gone again. He came home and made dinner, took gabage out, then he disappeared again. I guess he wants to make up the time he lost last week. Because he was sick, he had to stayed home the whole week.
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Wh didn't come home till 3am. I asked him where he went, he said to a movie. What kind of movie run till 3 am? Anyway, I couldn't sleep whole night, the bad feeling comes back again. I am having headache, and diahhrea. Yikes.
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Today is my down day. I am not feeling well at all. Physically and emotionally. I had pretned him to be gone for a while, but last night, I couldn't. So I couldn't sleep the whole night. With that, I had headache and diahhrea(sorry). I hate all these happening to me. But I am up now. I am going to cook and do my tax.
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I am doing my tax now. But I really don't feel well at all. My heart beats so fast, I am shaking and dizzy. Is this anxiety attack?
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LnH,
it may be an anxiety attack. But I'm not a doctor. Have you ever had one before ? You may have a cold or flu, or stress related illness. I don't think it would hurt to call your doctor.
Let us know how you feel.
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Probably - Try to relax. Have you eaten anything today?
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Thank yo for your concern. I think I will go to bed and relax. WH's disappearance last night
may contribute to this.
I don't think I can do this tax anymore. Is is tedious. My accountant told me to fill out all the information in the form. So I figure it out just to do it myself with the software. Just had some soup. I am supposed to send D to violin lesson this afternoon. I may have to call H to send her.
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You can do it on turbotax.com. It is real easy. They walk you through the whole thing.
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I was doing my tax on Taxcut. It is not hard, it is just to tedious. There were a lot of stock transactions and my business too. But I am half way done.
I feel worse now. My hands and feet are cold, but no fever. And the bad feeling is bothering me too. I am praying for peace. I don't mind the physical pain, but I hate the heartache.
How are all my MB friends doing? Believer, I hope that you are doing fine today, another good day for you. I know that SS is making progress. NY is doing well in her Plan B.
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I am still not feeling well. Wh came home to take care of the children. But he even didn't look at me. He asked how I feel, that is. I know that I shouldn't expet too much. How can I not?
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Hang in there. Are you doing anything for you? See if WH will talk to Dr. Harley. He does wonders with WS's.
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L&H, I just read that you'd been feeling sick. Are you feeling any better? Whether it's anxiety or the stomach flu, it didn't sound pleasant. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Frown]" src="images/icons/frown.gif" /> I do think about you and the others who post on here and I am excited when things go well and my heart goes out to you when they're not going well. I feel rather stupid at the moment because I've done a lousy job of my own plans and have frustrated many people on this board so am backing off a bit until my session with Jennifer (Dr. Harley's daughter) tomorrow night. Perhaps she can point me in the right direction and help me with what it takes to stick with it. My only problem is money. I can only afford a couple sessions with her. LL
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LL, thank you for your concern. I am feeling much better today, still tired, but I am at work. I think about all of you too.
Believer, it was nice and soothing to talk to you last night. After talking, I felt asleep right away, peacefully. After confronting him, I felt a lot of peace in my mind. I will post in the genreal question about whether to call OW. Thanks a lot.
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The rollercoster ride is on again. These bad feeling comes back. I think that I have to concerntrate on the instrument panel, not to look outside again.
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L&H
I hope you feel better. We are all rooting for you here, pick yourself up and dust yourself off.
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