lWb<BR>The phone bills are THE WORST!!!!!<BR>You know I have been floored by those many times.<BR>One thing I don't understand. H called her from 4 different phones. I see all the bills. It is long distance. Was he that out of touch with reality?<BR>Ickk!!!<BR>(still need that GAG icon)

WS,<BR>This is all I can come up with-------> (gag)<BR>Heyyyyy.....your thread is on fire....did your bonfire get out of control?<BR>Hope you are doing better......you sure have lots of friends. You lucky girl. <BR>AH<P>-------<BR>TIME <p>[This message has been edited by Almost Happy (edited January 12, 2000).]

AH<BR>OK I thought of using that as the gag icon but it's more like sticking my tongue out at the person that I responded to. I do a lot of gagging around here so that's the one I need! <BR>Did that work?<BR>Not great today my friend. Seem to be in an abyss and not able to escape. It truly doesn't help that I see H for minutes each day and am holding everything inside. I think it would be better if he stayed there.<BR>I wouldn't have to put on a "face".<BR>Maybe I'm having a midlife crisis.

Hey Was,<P>How about you make a date with him with the ententions that you get to let out all your emotions that you have pent up? You can say everything you are feeling and he listen. Then after that is done the two of you go to something mind numbing stupid and fun. That of way you have your emotions out, he listened and then the two of you got to do something together. What do you think?<P>

paha<BR>Good idea. Everything is on hold right now as he has been absent 14 - 17 hours a day. I cannot even go there with him since he is so tired and I am really worried about him.<BR>This is something I will ahve to think about for a couple of weeks from now. Keep your fingers crossed that I can keep it semi together. I don't seem to be doing a very good job.

Wassi,<P>I am so sorry that I missed this one. Where was my head?????? I am too polite to use the word that comes to mind. Plus I don't want to break the rules here. <P>The new evidence you found must indeed have been a blow. I am sorry that you had to come across it. Especially with your husband gone so much. <P>I do however have confidence that you will do the best thing for you and all involved. Your wisdom at insight are something that I envy.<P>I have sent a little (gulp! ) e-mail your way. Not sure I would have sent if had I caught this post. Forgive me if it seemed insensitive. I really did not mean to be that way. (Total embarrassment now!)<P>I will light another candle and pray for you. Hoping you will feel the strength coming your way.<P>Much love,<BR><P>------------------<BR>God bless you and all of us.<P>Samantha<P>

Samantha<BR>Got you little e-mail and replied. I'm limited on the computer tonight. <BR>Vibes here aren't doing me much good anyway.<BR>don't worry about me. I'm under control again. <BR>Bad day yesterday.<BR>I fixed that by yelling at a car salesman who was tresspassing on our property.<BR>how invigorating to get that crap out of your system in the name of what's right.<BR>don't worry though. I just yelled with a very stern voice. <BR>Told him that the next time he sees a sign that says "Private Road" that means STAY OUT!<BR>

Wassi! I had to do that! I've been gone for a couple of days because I've had kidney stones.<BR>Boy do I know what your talking about. It's still hard to go into this office that I put together with him and worked so hard for him to start and look at the spot that I know for a fact he "had" her. The books are hard, the lies and the hurt do dull eventually but it's hard when they come clean to come clean with EVERYTHING they did wrong at that time! <BR>I just want you to know that I simpathize and understand and your not so out of it! God Bless!<P>------------------<BR>Chick's <BR>Bren<P>You won't see things until your ready to not be blind!<P>

chick's<BR>I knew you'd understand. <BR>(and experiment all you want with those icons - AH was doing it too)<BR>I'm better now. It was just a shock and H gone so much lately.<BR>Like I said to Sam - I got it out on the bad salesman.

<BR> WS,<P> [img]http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/images/icons/shocked.gif[/img]<P> [img]http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/images/icons/shocked.gif[/img] [img]http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/images/icons/shocked.gif[/img] [img]http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/images/icons/shocked.gif[/img] [img]http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/images/icons/shocked.gif[/img] [img]http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/images/icons/shocked.gif[/img]<P>Are you talkin bout Me?<P>AH<P>-------<BR>TIME [img]http://www.marriagebuilders.com/forum/images/icons/shocked.gif[/img]

Hey Was,<P>Yelling at trespassors is always needed. My Mom owns a ranch on the back end of a State park so people always go on our property trying to get in the wrong way. Mom has it down pat now on getting them off the land. You were only doing what was right. And if you got some aggression out so be it!<P>Hey if you need to why not think about purchasing one of those punching bags. You can hit it and get all your negative energy out...plus a work out. Just a thought. Hang in there and take it one day at a time. <P>(((((was))))))))))