It's been a week since my last post. Husband moved out on Saturday. Was the hardest day of my life since my mother died. I did get a chance to tell him how I felt. Some background, when I was growing up I had a lot of "friends" who were always around if they wanted something but never when I needed them. I informed my H that he was treating me the same way, he threw me away when he no longer needed me. Felt good to vent. Although I feel as if a wwight has been lifted. (I no longer haveto wonder when he is going to leave) I still feel sad that he is gone. We are going to a therapist to see there is anything to save. Hopefully his being gone will make him realize what he had. He did come back for dinner in Sunday and we had a nice evening.It was strange as he said he was really missing me and the "kids" (We have a dog and a cat which I am keeping) I think I got more affection from him on Sunday than I have in the past three years. Now the thing I need help with. I need advice on how to stay on track and not read to much into his actions. I am trying to go on with my life and let hom decide where and if we fit in but after Sunday it is hard not to get my hope up. I still love him very much but realize that I do deserve to have my needs met.

Pat