No analysing by using your brain, what does your heart say about all this?

U OK

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by LostHusband:<BR><B>U OK</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>Sorry Bill....Got lost in deep thought, went for a walk. My son is home from daycare with me today, so I've been playin with him too.<P>My brain is mush right now.<P>

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by LostHusband:<BR><B>No analysing by using your brain, what does your heart say about all this?</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>I dont know. I dont want to try for anything, to push. I just want to take things as they come. I'm past weary now. More like brain dead!!<P>I'm trying to relax, when I see so many things around me to do. I feel that this has all been surreal!!!<P>

No need to be sorry. I was just getting a little worried bout ya. Have fun with your son. I understand the mushy brain. From what you’ve told me over the past couple of days, it seems that Richard’s brain may be a little mushy too. He obviously loves you very deeply. Now I may be way off the mark here but it appears to me that Richard is just as confused as you. You were right this morning, you two need a break from the arguing. How, that’s up to you to figure out. It seems that he is willing to listen. Dara, look deep inside your self to get the strength to get through this. You are a great woman. Search your heart for the answers you seek. Obviously, lean on God in this time of need. You have been there for me and I shall be here for you if you need me. Dara, you know that you must first find happiness within yourself before you can spread it to others. <P>Bill<BR>

Yeah your right, I must first find it within myself before I can give it.<P>I feel so apathetic right not. Pass the Prozac!!

Sorry all out of Prozac, took the whole bottle.

WOW!<P>Just noticed how many posts here! Over two hundred.<P>My life justs get more and more complicated. All these things I have been thinkin about, there is no quick fix. No way to make it better right away. I am grateful Rick is sympathetic with me, if he turned away it would be very hard. But I am sooo tired of feelin this way. I am fortunate that he is still here, and that he does love me, and gave up OW.<P>But it doesnt take away my sorrow.

Well Dear,<P>Well I’m about 20 minutes from calling it a day. I don’t think our therapy session got us to far today so I’ll go ahead and wave the fee. <P>Tonight it’s just the girls and I. Lisa said she’d be home sometime after 10. I have to coach practice for Lisa’s basketball team. Nothing like entertaining a dozen 5-6 year olds for an hour. <P>Stick in there and keep your chin up. <P>Bill<BR>

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by LostHusband:<BR><B>Well Dear,<P>Well I’m about 20 minutes from calling it a day. I don’t think our therapy session got us to far today so I’ll go ahead and wave the fee. <P>Tonight it’s just the girls and I. Lisa said she’d be home sometime after 10. I have to coach practice for Lisa’s basketball team. Nothing like entertaining a dozen 5-6 year olds for an hour. <P>Stick in there and keep your chin up. <P>Bill</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>Have a great time, Bill. And thank you for being there.<P>Dara<P>

PS. You never did tell about your tattoo's and piercings, guess we'll save that for a day when that orange thingy is out instead of all these clouds.

Dara, WHERE ARE YOU I REALLY NEED TO TALK, BAD<P>Bill

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by LostHusband:<BR><B>Dara, WHERE ARE YOU I REALLY NEED TO TALK, BAD<P>Bill</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P>Your wish is my command!!<P>

Dara I'm too pissed to type right now<P>Wife leaving tom. with kids

<BLOCKQUOTE><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><HR>Originally posted by LostHusband:<BR><B>Dara I'm too pissed to type right now<P>Wife leaving tom. with kids</B><HR></BLOCKQUOTE><P><BR>What the hell happened last night Bill?<BR>Are you at work?<P>

yes, nothing happened last<BR><p>[This message has been edited by LostHusband (edited May 03, 2001).]

Take care of your last post NOW<BR>Sorry I dont mean to sound so rude.<BR>You know thats not safe!!<P>I feel kinda akward about it though.<BR>What happened?<p>[This message has been edited by Learning as I go (edited May 03, 2001).]

>Anxiously biting her nails, waiting<

Sorry, you rude can't imagine.<P>I was away for a minute and did't see what you edited. Did you make a mistake?<P>She just dropped it on me during counselling. Then she said she didn't want to follow our 50/50 child custody agreement.

I just added an apology. The first poat just said to take care of your last post now. It seemed harsh.<P>Her words dont mean a DAM thing Bill. You know that what she is doing is not kosher. Her word is not end-all tell-all. If she says that she wont do 50-50 custody it doesnt mean that you cant fight it.<P>What is her reasoning?