((((((((((((((((((((CJ)))))))))))))))))))))))<P>What you said about starting off having the low self esteem makes sense. I can relate to that much. I'm hoping by the time you get this, you are in better spirits. You have my phone number, don't ever hesitate to use it! I start college again in a month and won't be home til after 10 (ugh) on Mon - Thurs. <P>I will look forward to your email. Hugs, Dana<BR>