Lesa,<BR> I am so sorry. I never ever thought about H reading e-mail. Does he know about this site? I know there have been a few times I've read on here where the spouse found out about it and it caused problems, though I don't see why it would. As far as I'm concerned this place and the friends I've found here, have helped alot <P>I think it just helps to know someone out there really knows how you feel and really cares that you feel that way. For some of us this place has changed our lives. If you knew how out of character it is for me to talk to strangers you would laugh <BR>But I feel like I've made two very dear friends here. <P>So Lesa, How are things going with you and H?<BR>How does he feel about you going? You sound a whole lot better about all this----an act? Are you really OK with this?<BR>It's really strange to go back and read our earlier posts, my oh my have we changed! <BR>I like to think we helped each other.<P>Everybody needs somebody to hold thier hand through the all scary parts. Thanks so much you two for being there to hold mine, I try to be there to hold yours.<P>Getting sappy here <P>Hey Kid! Where are you? Are you doing something naughty? Don't give me details, you know how easily I blush. Ah hell, go ahead, give me details, you can't see me through the computer anyway. (giggle)<BR>Come back and talk to me you guys, will be back on later, have to get ready for church.<BR>Love and hugs<BR>Molly<P>

ok guys this is post # 41 I guess it is time for a new one<BR>LMS<P>------------------<BR>maybe someday