Thanks John and Renee.

And in GA it is legal for one party to tape calls w/o knowledge of other party. have that little machine and hook it up when things got nasty. Haven't in a while but I have one back in april where he says "I wish you were dead."

And Renee I did not give in and I will not. However, if he is out of jail, he may see son on Father's day. I will not sink to his level and will allow him that day. HE kept me from mother's day, but I am better than that.

Wed. will be court and we should win. My attorney is right now meeting with his attorney about possibility of settlement (if my needs are somewhat to good met) instead of going to court for final June 30. Either way, I'll be a free girl by july fourth! INDEPENDENCE DAY FOR PEACHY!!!! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

peachy,
I know it takes so much to stay so strong ... you are doing an amazing job! I was re-reading that Jethro has actually alluded to possibly marrying Ms FV ... all I can say, is ... oh well, if she is so blind that she can't see the way he treats the actual mother of HIS OWN child then she will be getting what she deserves. Sounds to me that they are 2 of a kind. They'll be each other's worst enemy.
And you ... will be cruising with MR. Wonderful by that time. You and your son are in my prayers.

Renee K, obviously you haven't read my previous posts. I've been supportive. I think she's dealing with a real loony creature. But warm fuzzies aren't necessarily the best thing for us. Sometimes a reality check is better.

Peachy, Lady Nightingale,

I thought of you the other night in church when we read the following scripture.

Psalm 30

A psalm. A song. For the dedication of the temple. Of David.

PS 30:1 I will exalt you, O LORD,
for you lifted me out of the depths
and did not let my enemies gloat over me.

PS 30:2 O LORD my God, I called to you for help
and you healed me.

PS 30:3 O LORD, you brought me up from the grave;
you spared me from going down into the pit.

PS 30:4 Sing to the LORD, you saints of his;
praise his holy name.

PS 30:5 For his anger lasts only a moment,
but his favor lasts a lifetime;
weeping may remain for a night,
but rejoicing comes in the morning.

PS 30:6 When I felt secure, I said,
"I will never be shaken."

PS 30:7 O LORD, when you favored me,
you made my mountain stand firm;
but when you hid your face,
I was dismayed.

PS 30:8 To you, O LORD, I called;
to the Lord I cried for mercy:

PS 30:9 "What gain is there in my destruction,
in my going down into the pit?
Will the dust praise you?
Will it proclaim your faithfulness?

PS 30:10 Hear, O LORD, and be merciful to me;
O LORD, be my help."

PS 30:11 You turned my wailing into dancing;
you removed my sackcloth and clothed me with joy,

PS 30:12 that my heart may sing to you and not be silent.
O LORD my God, I will give you thanks forever.

</font><blockquote><font size="1" face="Verdana, Arial">quote:</font><hr /><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Originally posted by notpeachyinga:
<strong>Thanks everyone.
Harold, thanks. You're right about the allergy part also. And I am still trying my friend to figure out where son and I belong. My mantra now is "Somewhere I belong" by Linkin Park. About healing and finding your space on this globe and in life period. LOL.</strong></font><hr /></blockquote><font size="2" face="Verdana, Arial">Peachy, this is for you... May you finally at long last get the Peace & Justice that is so overlong due you. May you and your son find rest and new love in a hard cold world...
Harold
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Linkin Park - Somewhere I Belong

(When this began)
I had nothing to say
And I get lost in the nothingness inside of me
(I was confused)
And I let it all out to find
That I’m not the only person with these things in mind
(Inside of me)
But all that they can see the words revealed
Is the only real thing that I’ve got left to feel
(Nothing to lose)
Just stuck, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

And I’ve got nothing to say
I can’t believe I didn’t fall right down on my face
(I was confused)
Looking everywhere only to find
That it’s not the way I had imagined it all in my mind
(So what am I)
What do I have but negativity
’Cause I can’t justify the way, everyone is looking at me
(Nothing to lose)
Nothing to gain, hollow and alone
And the fault is my own, and the fault is my own

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I will never know myself until I do this on my own
And I will never feel anything else until my wounds are healed
I will never be anything till I break away from me
I will break away, I'll find myself today

[Chorus]
I wanna heal, I wanna feel what I thought was never real
I wanna let go of the pain I’ve felt so long
(Erase all the pain till it’s gone)
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m close to something real
I wanna find something I’ve wanted all along
Somewhere I belong

I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
I wanna heal, I wanna feel like I’m somewhere I belong
Somewhere I belong
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