I know. Cant get in the chat room computer is acting up. I love this man so much and it hurts sometime the thought of being w/o him. But we do have issues to get though tonight and I will be able to tell. He so scared I will shag butt that I just don't know what to do. But he can't open his eyes and see what the STOW is doing then we don't need to be together. So we come to an agreement tonight or I verbally give him by plan B! Thats all I can do. To me maybe he is still emotionaly attached or he feels an oblagation to her than he has to put US first and thats all there is to it. I hate it but I DON"T SHARE. She might, but I don't ! I have more respect for the body that God gave me than to do that ! Sorry. But I did that post this am so I could read it tonight and maybe my "devil" side will not over come me. I am praying sooo hard and have called my close freinds to do the sam.
Sunny D

I will pray for you.

Thanks I will need it! <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" /> I'm Ok for one mina dn the next just get angry all over again. But the longer I have to wait til he gets home the worst it will be! You know He called me. I told him to go and get finished and then come home so we could get everything out in the open tonight. Gods timing is sooo there you know! So I feel maybe he should have dropped what he ws doing and should have been here when I got here. But as you see he's not. So what am I to think? But he did , I know have to get finished for this man. So we will see.
Sunny D

Sunny thinking of you--how did it go last night?

Let me know--said a big prayer for everyone here.

Thanks for asking I posted on sis by fire. Keep up the prayers so dearly need them. My head and heart are fighting each other and I'm not sure which one is going to win! <img border="0" alt="[Teary]" title="" src="graemlins/teary.gif" />
<img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" /> Sunny d

I'm so sorry--just read you post on sis by fire. By heart goes out to you especially since things seemed so good until now--but it is all about bby steps and so hopefully you guys can work through this.

Take care-you are in my thoughts.

I'm sure we can I have no doubt that we can ans will make it. Oh he just called and I now own a 2002 tahoe. <img border="0" title="" alt="[Eek!]" src="images/icons/shocked.gif" /> He said cause I always wanted one. And we need more room for ya know car seats and stuff <img border="0" title="" alt="[Roll Eyes]" src="images/icons/rolleyes.gif" /> He does have a good heart and he does try hard to make me happy. I guess he is tired of my sports car <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> LOL And I get to keep the car too! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" /> Live goes on and the ride still continues.
<img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" /> Sunny D

What kind of sports car did you have? Yeah--life goes on and we are still here to tell about the roller coaster ride.

Its a mazda ! The silver bullet you might say! Nuff room for about three! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> But I love it. And it gets about 28 miles to the gallon! So, we will drive this other back and forth from the lake. So thats ok. As long as I don't have to drive it everyday and park it.
<img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" /> Sunny D

You make me smile <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> You can park a yukon--they aren't that big or long! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" />

Yes, I have always had big cars. Most of the time I have custom van w/ raised roof tv and such. But this car I LOVE! I didn't think I would but I do. I whip in and out, and not to mention the attention I get, far more that my mommy's van! LOL <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> <img border="0" title="" alt="[Wink]" src="images/icons/wink.gif" /> <img border="0" title="" alt="[Razz]" src="images/icons/tongue.gif" />
<img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" /> Sunny D

Just wanted to say Howdy! Good talking to you last night. I posted an update--think I really still have H out of sorts.

HEY GIRL! I had a good time chatting last night too. I hope your H gets the picture soon. I know its rough for ya'll. Oh my D wanted to see everyones pix and she said to tell you HI! <img border="0" title="" alt="[Big Grin]" src="images/icons/grin.gif" /> She came in there while I was computer. She loved the horses! But thanks for the chat!
<img border="0" title="" alt="[Cool]" src="images/icons/cool.gif" /> Sunny D