TheStudent,<P>You may be right. You have not been good at relationships. For now your choice seems wise. [Linked Image from marriagebuilders.com] But TS life does throws some wicked curves. Just keep you eyes open and move along gently, there is plenty more for you to see. It was the anger we worried about. It blinds you to things.<P>If you move along without the anger, you will see your options. Who knows what they will be. You will also have much more energy for doing the things you really want to do.<P>It sounds as if you had a good nights sleep last night. And it is good to hear a different tone. TS your future is going to good. Just have some confidence in yourself.<P>Not much more to say. Been up all night working, so it is time to go home clean up and come back to work. But take care and keep posting, I do enjoy talking with you.<P>God Bless You,<P>JL