OKOKOK, I am back on the boards. I wil try to explain mt attitude better. I actually needed a break from here, i just was getting way to upset over soemthings in here that have nothingto do with me.<BR> K You and i had worked it out, my decision to walk away had nothing to do with you, It had to do with totally feeling slammed by Leiana.<BR> Orchid, thank you for caring. and your support.<BR>Rainfall, i agreee with your theory.<BR> JK I realize i was miss interpeting the post now. But at the time alli saw was SLAM SLAM SLAM and i was having a VERY emotionally bad day.<BR>

Welcome back.<P>And what are you doing up at this hour?<P>Z<P>------------------<BR>He loves not who does not show love.<BR>----William Shakespeare

and what are you doing up at this hour Zor???....lol

tooo early in the amm i hit post before i was done. <BR> Topie, never fear the other duranian is still here, thst is too funny.<BR> WAT, OK the resident expert of skeeters and moose will hang. Any need for blackfly knowledgem or the proper way to eat a LOBSTAHHHH??<BR> Zorweb, you know where is am at emotionally, and you know my feelings on this hon. But i am back posting <BR> Sad n lonley i will address you in another thread.<BR> Jerimiah, thank you for your words also.<BR> Nyneve, thank you for also reaching out and showing me what support is. the one thing mostof you need to know, is that i am goingon my 16th month od being alone due to H's job, And raise three young children, and get a household of 5 ready for a move,, while trying to really save and make our mariage stronger. So i am totally drained emotionally, and tend to vent, read things in the tone of how i feel, and frankly post in the heat of the moment. I, however, did need the break from here. and found out that i will have to do it from time to time. Thanks for welocoming me back.<BR> Res, yep i am stressed. I will email you.<BR>Maine<P>------------------<BR>IN the words of BOB the BUILDER!!" WE can fix it, yes we can!!!"

Welcome Back Maine!! Good to see you, and congrats on your plane tix!!<P>True